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Comment by cynthia williams 55 minutes ago

Its been almost 3 months since my son was killed three days after I burried my brother. I am still hurt and now feeling bitter and alone. I know there's a God, I prayed to him about everything, but when my son and his friend was gunned down like a dog in the street I lost my faith. I thought ...no I really believed that when I prayed and asked God to protect my family.... he would. He didn't protect my brother, he didn't protect my son and now I have to pray and ask God to take away my pain. My son was killed 2 days before my birthday.. I would have given up my life for my son to never see that birthday. I'm so sorry members but i'm still hurting.  

Comment by nadia 13 hours ago

I am too still worried about my lil sister - have been praying (never been religious) just to ask that she is well taken care of... I feel so bad she was alone when it happened...if sn was there she would have ben taken to hospital in time... keep playing the dreadful last hour in my head when she called friends to say she had a pain... never called me as i live in dif timezone abroad..i keep playing the scene and keep seeing her so beautiful before the burial.. i kept kissing her.. i can't believe she is gone.. I miss her physical being...she is my only soulmate....my life will always be drier and darker 

Comment by jb 19 hours ago

      yes joei no how u feal mum feals the sam we miss his nebulozer mashine going 4 or 6 tims a day his oxging mashine going i no thy got took away but we can still hear my dads mashines going

Comment by Joe Childers on Friday

Today will make 1 month since my wife passed. I've thought about it all day. We were together all day that day. I never knew I was spending the last hours she had left together. All day long things seemed about normal. I awoke to the smell of coffee brewing and her cigarette smoke.  We ate lunch, payed bills, and shopped for weekend. It about this time she came in the family room and sat down saying she didn't feel good. Her said she was more short of breath and felt tight in her chest. It took another hour of me encouraging her to go to the ER. Another hour and I was a widower and my loving wife was dead. 
      
How time has passed in a month. Now my wife are memories and a cardboard box of ashes. I miss her so much. 

Comment by jb on May 21, 2012 at 3:06pm

i no my dads gone but i still keep woing abot him is he ok up ther is he geting looked after up ther is he geting fed ok up ther dont no if its me bean silly or dose evry 1 feal the same i tell him that i luv him evry day to his foto on the wall

Comment by Joanne Welch on May 20, 2012 at 4:20pm

I feel like I can't go on - I don't want to go on without him.  It's been just over 3 weeks since I lost my husband.  The pain is too much to handle.  He was only 51.  We should have had so many more years together.  I see old couples and think that will never be us.  I just hope I don't have to live too long without him.  I can't imagine it.  I'm so lost and alone without him.  He was my everything.  

Comment by christianlee on May 18, 2012 at 9:38am

Im so sorry Nadia

Comment by nadia on May 18, 2012 at 8:51am

thinking of all of us here.. the days to come so hard.. random to others so significant to us. on monday it is a 1 year since I lost my wonderful sister my soulmate.... the pains still as raw.. my heart broken..I loved always sooooo much I love still. I can believe it still .. my brain can accept it at times.. we jet spoke on the phone the day before she was sooo sweet next morning she was gone..miss her every second .. and nothing can fill the void..I am having one of my bad days...

Comment by Michelle W on May 17, 2012 at 3:59pm

Well today is another hard day..,I think about the week to come, I will be going to my sons graduation yet he won't be there . I came to the realization that this will be the last time his name will be spoken in such a big public place... Then it will just me longing to hear his name again...I was alittle irritated with the school they haven't really kept us in the loop and tried to sweep this all away ... Don't they know if they wouldn't have played there football game so far away my son would still be alive to except his deploma this next week.,, I'm just mad and sad... He had given so much to his school and they just want to ignore him now...michelle

Comment by Lorna on May 16, 2012 at 10:56pm

It is very hard to loose that special one, especially when they have always been there for you. I lost my husband suddenly 1 yr ago and I still struggle day to day, some days its really hard and I just know he would want me to get on with my life but how do you go from being a couple to being just one?

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