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Traumatic, Sudden Loss

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Traumatic, Sudden Loss

I have started this group for people who like myself have suddenly, tragically and traumatically lost a loved one.

My mom died 8 weeks ago (August 17, 2009) She had been sick but I did not know the true extent of her illness. Her doctor knew she did not have long and I went to each doctor visit and talked to him at the hospital and he never told me and I do not believe mom knew either. I am not sure.

I found my mom sitting up on her bed and I know I knew she was gone. I still am in deep shock and cry occasionally but only a minute or two. Then I am back to not feeling or feel numb.

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Lost 9 Replies

Today is been a month since I last saw my son, he was 23years old, and someone ran him over while he walked his bicycle across the street, the driver failed to look to his right, my son lived with me…Continue

Started by Ivis Diaz. Last reply by Wander 9 hours ago.

I cannot live without the love of my life 70 Replies

I was married for 21 years in a very unhappy and emotionally abusive marriage (and physical on 3 occasions). The marriage caused me chronic illness, and I finally divorced him in August 2011 - on…Continue

Started by Zell. Last reply by Ang on Sunday.

Going through the motions 5 Replies

Today it has been 4 weeks since I got that awful telephone call and my world changed forever.  I feel kind of numb.  Like I'm going through the motions of life but just in a daze.  I cried the day it…Continue

Started by Cyndii. Last reply by Cyndii Jul 1.

Boyfriend recently Shot himself 3 Replies

Last week, I had my amazing boyfriend shoot himself in the head in front of me because of a dumb fight we had. I cant begin to verbalize what I am feeling and going through. The situation still seems…Continue

Started by hallei rosemary penno. Last reply by Wander Jun 23.

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Comment by Jim Eginoire 17 hours ago

Dawn,

I'm so sorry for your loss, and I wish I had words that could comfort you in your grief right now. 

I can tell you if you have faith, Christ will carry you through this horrible time, heal your heart and restore your love.

Grief is only the beginning.  Because your reality changed in the blink of an eye, your brain will take time adjusting to that shock.  My wife died almost 4 years ago and I still struggle with anxiety and staying focused to complete tasks that were once easy for me. 

Losing a loved one, especially a spouse, changes everything in your life. 

I have remarried, and am blessed with a beautiful wife who I connected with emotionally in a short time.  We share the same deep faith, and have committed to putting God first in our marriage.

I still grieve the loss of my wife, but it ambushes me. 

You can survive this loss, but you have to trust God.

Comment by Danielle McEwe 19 hours ago

Two days ago marked 11 months since my sister was taken from us. It is so hard to believe that it has almost been a year since I have talked to her or heard her laugh. I cannot help but think about where she would have been now had she not died. She would have been coming up on her 1 year wedding anniversary in a week and a half and I know she had been thinking about having children so maybe she would have been on her way. I feel so cheated and I feel as though she were cheated out of her life. I feel as though the person responsible for her death has stolen my family's future. I wish that it had never happened and I would give anything for one more day with my sister. The next month is going to be so hard with the last of the "first year" milestones. My dad's birthday on August 2 and then then her wedding anniversary on August 3, the day after. Last year my dad's birthday present was giving his daughter away to the man of her dreams, and this year, it is grieving that daughters death. And finally....August 22, the one year mark. It fills me with dread just thinking about it. I just wish that that day did not exist so that I did not have to remember what happened and how I found out, and the look on my dad's face when he told me, and the sound of my mother weeping and the image of my dad breaking down and the faces of my grandparents who looked lost and unsure of everything around them...and of her husband of 19 days, looking so lost and broken. These are the images that swim through my head one a day to day basis and no one really knows the strength it takes to hold myself together some days, especially in the days leading up to the anniversay of her death. I guess all I can do it pray for strength and hope that myself and my family get through the next month with as much grace and dignity as possible.

Comment by dawn larvan 23 hours ago
Hi I'm new here and just finding my way around. I don't know how I'm feeling does that sound silly? My husband died age 50 unexpectedly in front of my eyes while on holiday in Dorset. He just said he felt funny and then he was gone. I'm having a really hard time believing it even though I saw it with my,own eyes it was 8 weeks ago and nigel was a very fit man cycling, kayaking,motorbikes didn't smoke occasional drinker. And to make matters worse he died the same day as my dad 22nd may same age 50 and of same thing heart attack!!!! 33 yrs apart. I've got family and lots of friends but feel so alone
Comment by Jim Eginoire on Sunday

My condolences for your loss.  I'm not a soldier, but am aware of the toll PTSD has taken on our military.  I suffer from it after losing my wife of 24 years in 2010.  Your brain changes, not just from grief, but in ways that you become aware of slowly.  Thank you for your service and you expressed the situation very well.  Most people think PTSD is just from the horrors of battle and don't give thought to the fact a soldier is trained to stuff "normal" emotions, allowing them to fester and impact the daily life of every soldier who has experienced battle and/or loss of a best friend.  God bless you and heal your heart

Comment by hallei rosemary penno on Sunday

thank you, melissa! I really really appreciate it!

Comment by Melissa T on Saturday

Hallei-Just watched the video you did for Sergei and than posted on my facebook in hopes that my friends will do the same after seeing it. I am so sorry for your loss, and I think your video will have quite an impact on people, it's a good thing you're doing. Thanks.

Comment by hallei rosemary penno on Saturday

Hello Everyone, I lost my boyfriend a month ago to suicide. He was a SGT in the Army and I wanted to get my story out there. It would mean so much to me if you watched this and passed it on! God Bless you all who are grieving too!

http://youtu.be/YYYBdU6hgnA

Comment by hallei rosemary penno on Saturday

Hello Everyone, I lost my boyfriend a month ago to suicide. He was a SGT in the Army and I wanted to get my story out there. It would mean so much to me if you watched this and passed it on! God Bless you all who are grieving too!

http://youtu.be/YYYBdU6hgnA

Comment by Zell on July 17, 2014 at 6:28am

Today my love, on another weekly anniversary of your passing - I try to be thankful for the time we had together instead of the time we will not have...

Comment by Zell on July 17, 2014 at 6:27am

 

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