I found my 19 year old son dead in bed on July 13 2010. There was nothing around him to indicate why he died and I still do not know .He was the second child I have lost and my last child.My heart is 100% broken and I am completely lost without my son...he was my best friend as well as my son and I miss him terribly.
Just checking in to say hi - thinking of my son Michael and wishing things were different in life. You are on my mind - I know what it's like to adore your children so much that living isn't as appealing as being with them....
Just checking in on you Jodi. I haven't been here for quite some time since my husband and I have been in a severe accident. Sent us to the hospital and rehab for two months and just getting ready to get the ok to learn how to walk again. Hope all is going well for you. I'm here.
There are no words to tell you how sorry I am....the loss of our children cannot be explained or put into words except to talk about the great and happy times we had with our children. Grief is no stranger to me either....my son was found dead this last Thanksgiving morning from an accidental overdose of morphine plus a good eighteen years of drug use. My heart goes out to you during this tragic time.
I still send Mark Ecard like we used to do. I use to love getting them from him. I have a tribute page for Mark that I made. I do things on there to. I miss him so much. I miss being held and holding him. I miss him rubing my hair until I fall a sleep. I so much want to be with him. He was so good to me. We always took care of each other. I feel like I failed taking care of him. I talk to him all the time and tell him how much I love and miss him.
The only person who acknowledged yesterday's significance was a friend I made here. Not one real-world "friend" or family member. I did not receive a single text or phone call yesterday. No one said, "wow. four…"
It's four weeks today. I did some number-crunching, and it's been:
123 days since I last saw him in person and hugged him goodbye, when I dropped him off at the hospital.
70 days since I last saw him through a window, before saying…"
So I took an exam yesterday worth 33.3% of my grade for one of my classes. It was the same exam that I was studying for at 9:41 on September 27. I studied for that test 3 times because I didn't know when I was going to have to retake…"