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ONE DAY THERE WAS A MURDER FORMUM POSTED AND i JOINED BUT AI DON'T SEE IT AS ONE OF THE FORUMS  please help

Started this discussion. Last reply by Diana, Grief Recovery Coach Jun 25, 2011.

Almost one year since I lost my husband, I need help Please?
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It will be one year on May 31st that my husband was brutally murdered at the prison he was at.  He was coming home in 2 years.  He was/is my best friend, lover, husband, soul mate.  When we met we…Continue

Started this discussion. Last reply by Deborah Dodds Jun 17, 2011.

How do I get my zest back for living?
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I just don't care about my goals and dreams anymore because Randy waS a part of those goals and all of my dreams.  I just don't have the momtivation or the get up and go like I used to.  I'm so sad…Continue

Started this discussion. Last reply by Diana, Grief Recovery Coach Jun 25, 2011.

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This whole month has been difficult for me being that it is the one year mark on the 31st.  I just don't care about anything. (tears)  Just last month I was motivated to return to school and today I…Continue

Started this discussion. Last reply by Deborah Dodds Jun 6, 2011.

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I am a 53 year old widow now who is a full time student and intern for a Drug abuse program. My goal is to become licensed and work in a dual diagnosis facility.
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One year ago on May 31, 2010 my husband was brutally murdered at the prison he was in
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My name is Deborah, my husband was brutally stabbed to death in the prison that he was in.  it will be one year on the 31st of this month.  I thought that I was doing well for the past few months, but this month i can't stop crying.  i feel so sad and i miss him so very much.  At first I wanted to know everything so i read the investigative report and the autopsy report and now I can "see' the entire attack happening in my head. it won't go away.  I feel sad all the time and cry all the time… Continue

Posted on May 9, 2011 at 4:04pm — 2 Comments

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At 7:53pm on June 25, 2011, susan joanette wilson said…
i know you don't want to i am sorry but i really do understand the pain.  In 1989 my mother was stabbed to death when she answered her door. Took 20 years to come to justice but it did and we laid mom to rest in out minds in 2009. In Nov ov 2009  my oldest son was struck and killed crossing the street.  I thought that life couldn't possibly any worse.  I missed him so much.  he was 32 i thought i was in hell and this past may the day after mothers day i lost a another son. I wonder why god is mad at me.I cry all the time. i just keep tissues everywhere.  I miss my family terribly.  I feel your pain  my world is pretty well gone too god bless you i hope you keep in touch
At 9:55pm on June 17, 2011, Jillian Margaret Dalziel said…

Thank you Deborah, I am doing okay just now  - not so many days where I want to lock myself away from the world.  I still feel the loss each day that I wake and realise that Chris wont be coming back to us but it is getting easier to bear. I still talk to him each day and hope for guidance - his is the first name I think of each morning and my last thought at night.  I have so much that I wish I could have said and so much still to say.  Even now 28 months later, I am still meeting people that don't know that he is no longer with us and those meetings are so very hard and uncomfortable.  I hope that you are finding things easier too and you are in my prayers each day.,  God bless you and hold you in his hands and heart.    

At 6:52pm on June 9, 2011, Dylan Ishmael said…
And my sincerest condolences on your husband.  That is absolutely horrifying.  It's a testament to your strength that you're able to be in school, though.  You will undoubtedly do much good in this world.
At 6:51pm on June 9, 2011, Dylan Ishmael said…
Deborah, thank you for your message.  I cry very often.  She was so young.  Losing a mother is such a strange experience.  It's a relationship unlike any other in this world.  My love to you, too. xo
At 9:15am on June 6, 2011, nadia said…
so glad to get your message deborah.. came on one of my not so good days after the silence..wish there was a grief sharing group here.. I am an expat in singapore and have no friends here and no real connection with the place... my sister in greece was my lifeline but my phone here is now too quiet .. life is too quiet without her... thank you for taking time to write back.... nadia
At 9:15am on June 6, 2011, nadia said…
so glad to get your message deborah.. came on one of my not so good days after the silence..wish there was a grief sharing group here.. I am an expat in singapore and have no friends here and no real connection with the place... my sister in greece was my lifeline but my phone here is now too quiet .. life is too quiet without her... thank you for taking time to write back.... nadia
At 10:33pm on May 16, 2011, Jillian Margaret Dalziel said…
Thank you for the welcome Deborah.  I hope that we can chat again.  This site is a godsend even though I have only just joined it helps me feel that I am not alone anymore.
 
 
 

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