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Sean Casey
- Male
- Salt Lake City, UT
- United States
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Suicide....Hard Knowing …
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for loved ones who have …
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Profile Information
- About Me:
- 41-year-old male, living in Utah for the last 20+ years, though originally from Texas.
- About my Loss:
- My wife killed herself recently. I was notified by the police on February 4th, 2011. I'd known she was depressed, but not that she was planning to end her life.
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Scattering Ashes
I got Ariel's ashes scattered on her birthday, October 25th. At first I thought it'd be just one place where that'd get done, but three others came to mind and kept coming up. One was the spot where we'd renewed our vows on our 10-year wedding anniversary. Another was the area in the back yard where we'd buried a lot of the pets we'd had over the years. A third...well....that was her place. Those all went OK. It was sad, but at the same time I could also connect with the good memories…
ContinuePosted on November 11, 2011 at 11:41am
Associations
A friend had mentioned this, but I hadn't realized how true it was until today. My friend came out to visit a couple weeks ago, and commented on how most places we went I seemed to have some association with Ariel. She said it'd probably do me some good to get away, to re-set my connections with the world around me. I didn't think much of it at the time. It hadn't seemed to affect me all that much before. Today, however, I took my new camera to a park to test it out some more. It's a…
ContinuePosted on September 5, 2011 at 4:50pm
Trudging Along Through It
I noticed I haven't posted anything here in awhile, so figured I'd at least put something up...
I got a cremation jewelry necklace ordered today. It's a titanium cylinder that'll hold a little bit of Ariel's ashes in it. I'd been thinking I wanted to keep some of her ashes, though most will be getting scattered. Nothing I had here seemed like it'd do the job. A friend told me that cremation jewelry's gotten more popular, I guess as cremation's gotten more popular in the last… Continue
I got a cremation jewelry necklace ordered today. It's a titanium cylinder that'll hold a little bit of Ariel's ashes in it. I'd been thinking I wanted to keep some of her ashes, though most will be getting scattered. Nothing I had here seemed like it'd do the job. A friend told me that cremation jewelry's gotten more popular, I guess as cremation's gotten more popular in the last… Continue
Posted on August 9, 2011 at 9:44pm
Strength
One of the things that'd bothered me a fair amount in the last while was hearing people say, "you're so strong!" They seem surprised that I'm still getting up in the morning, going to work, getting my bills (eventually) paid, and so on. The initial reaction was always wanting to scream back, 'Are you NUTS??? Do you have any idea what this all FEELS like? How in the Hell can you think I'm strong when I'm still so hurt and confused and lost so much of the time?!!" I certainly don't feel…
ContinuePosted on June 29, 2011 at 7:42pm — 3 Comments
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"Tamicah, every second that passes by is one second that brings you closer to your mom. The Lord will come for you in his time. I'm waiting too. It's been five years for me and I haven't grown accustomed to being without my mom. I miss…"
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So, Halloween is coming up. It is always my favorite holiday or time of year. Or at least it was. I don't know now. I was really looking forward to it, even after my dad passed. It was something that I could do to make me feel normal…"
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Worst Documented Day of my life
On the 1st of July 2020, I watched my life take her last breath. My life was and in many ways still is about my mother. I have never felt more lost and empty than I do now since she left. Fast forward to the 4th of October and I attempted suicide. I was unsuccessful unfortunately. I still don't want to be here but I'm forcing myself to live because I mean I wake up everyday so clearly God isn't ready to accept me into his kingdom.Until then nothing about life feels okay. I really miss my mom.
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haven't seen you on line in a bit... thinking about you and hoping all is going according to what will be. I am maintaining the status quo. Sending thoughts !
It was totally unexpected. He was visiting me for Christmas when he had a massive heart attack. It was horrible. The pain is so hard to cope with,especially when you have a family you have to take care of.
My aunt killed herself when I was a baby,but I have always heard the story about all of the unanswered questions. I am so sorry....maybe this group will help us both.