"Hello Friends,
As all of you have stated, I too fake my happiness. I laugh on the outside and am crying for him on the inside. I ache so bad that my Julian is not in my life. I just don't understand why God won't take me. Until he does, I…"
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Steve Suehiro
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Lost My Spouse...
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Lost Your Spouse/Partner
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Traumatic, Sudden Loss
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- About Me:
- Recently widowed fifth generation Japanese American funeral director, LOS Angeles native
- About my Loss:
- My beloved wife died unexpectedly from what I now understand was an accidental overdose of pain and anxiety/ depression medications.
- Are You a Service Provider? If Yes, please tell us about your service.
- I am a funeral director- not sure that it counts but I have close to ten years of experience in that realm. previously. I was a unit manger for a family practice Urgent Care clinic and was also a former paralegal/ workers comp hearing rep
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Lost My Spouse...
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I miss my Mom!
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Lost Without My Mom
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Missing my Son or Daug…
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Loss of an Only Child
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"Morgan. I wish I had answers but I am in the very same place. Lost, fake and hollow. I feel worse than I did a year ago I think because I thought I would feel better and don't. Empty and apathetic. I'm tired all the…"
"morgan,
I don't know why this has happened to us, our soulmates being torn from us, but it fucking sucks. Have you considered not acting happy and normal, since that isn't how you feel? Especially if acting that way isn't helping…"
morgan commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse..."Please somebody, tell me how I can continue to do this. I am so depressed. I get up every day and pretend. It's what is making me so depressed. It looks like I am functioning so normally. Now that I have learned…"
Avi commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!"Hi Danny. Surviving is art which we all need to practice. Today I met a friend whose father is witnessing the similar illness as my mother i.e. late stage cancer. He is also going through the same emotional turmoil as I went in 2018. After this…"
Danny replied to Carla Rose's discussion Lost my Mom a Few Days Ago in the group Lost Without My Mom"Great reply Sandra"
Danny commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!"Its been 5 years and here I am back on the site. Surviving and functioning but just about. "
M Adams commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!"Avi, that is so lovely to hear — best wishes to her and your family!"
Brett Bowman commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!"That's wonderful, Avi. Congratulations. And I wish you another 100 years with her."
Sue Toler commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!"I am so happy for you & your family. I am glad your daughter had a great birthday! That first birthday is always special. Take care, "
Avi commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!"Hi All,
Friends, my daughter's first bday celebration went great. She is now 1 year old and motivating force for my dad to live. My dad is able to laugh and enjoy life because of his grand daughter. Even I feel motivated to live so that I…"
Judy Pugh left a comment for Kevin's Mom"You are still Kevin’s mom, and you always will be. NOTHING, not even death, can change that. I don’t know what your beliefs are, and I’m not trying to shove my beliefs onto you. I just want you to know that I truly believe this is…"
"Teresa D.
the line is "Mama don't you cry for me, I'm sailing in eternity..."
Makes me feel emotional and happy that it resonates with you and that you remember it. <3"
"Kevin's mom I am so terribly sorry for your devastating loss. I lost my only child as well - Daniel - at age 17. That was 6 and a half years ago. I can't tell you how i made it through, but I have, one day at a time sometimes one minute at…"
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Thank you so much for accepting my request. Im so sorry about the loss of your wife. I hope you are doing ok Ok I left a comment somewhere asking you a question although I don't know where it went I don't see it. I just joined this site and have no idea what im doing or where im supposed to be posting..so no telling where my a question is but if you don't see it please let me know and ill repost it. thank you very much
Tank you for your truly understood words. It is the words of those who have experienced the sudden loss of a truly beloved spouse that resonate with me. I am in the darkness you write about, and the pain is agonizing. I cannot sleep until my body reaches the utmost exhaustion, and I awake realizing he is gone. unexpected moments can trigger my uncontrollable tears, while other times, I am a rock. I am sorry to hear about your loss and how you must have, and continue to, grieve her loss.
it's now been just over a month. The holidays are coming and so are anniversaries and birthdays. They now hold little meaning, if any.
How do you face these days that are meant to celebrate one another?
thanks for the friendship Steve.