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No Boabie you are not crazy. You are doing what you feel is right for yourself. You have to go at your own pace. I also feel like I'm not doing what I normally would do either. This grief has changed me in a not so good sort of way. My patience level is low. I snap at people over little things. Just not acting like my old self lately. Lost a really good friend this week because I couldn't keep my mouth shut. I'm really struggling hard this week. I miss my Mom sooo much. She was my best friend. My rock and now she's gone. It's been 9 months now and I feel like it was yesterday. I tell people to move forward and not backwards but this week I'm the one that's moving backwards not forward. Feel so alone right now. Feel guilty like I should have pushed the doctors harder to catch my Mom's cancer sooner. It was this day last year when we found out her cancer had spread to her brain. It was the beginning of the end and I feel soooo bad tonight. Thanks for letting me vent here everyone.
It hurts so bad to think about my mom being gone from me, her grandkids and greatgrandkids. At this point I put all her pics away except two pics that are group pictures. It is just too painful to look at what I have lost. Am I alone, or has anyone else put away their pics? I want to bring them out eventually, but I cannot yet. I think people think I'm crazy, I am just not ready!
Indeed Jeff that 5-6 month period is when the grief and pain is raw and at its most intense. I would even go with 11-12 months since the anniversary comes around and the grief attacks come in. Not sure of anything after that.
Little things disrupt my thoughts. For example, my mom had her finger slammed in a door, and had to have a skin graph when I was a kid. For the life of me I cannot remember what arm the graph was on, nor the finger of her replacement skin. I know that it was her middle finger and arm that had the graph, just not sure if it was left of right? Don't ask me why that began to bother me. My husband pointed out there is no reason I need to remember. But, at 8 weeks the loss is still so painful! Thank you all for listening to my rambling. It is great to be able to come hear and share with y'all.
the first 5-6 months, you are just walking in a fog of pain and grief...it does start to lift eventually, becoming less oppressive. But, it still hovers. Does it ever go away? I'm not sure.
You've done well Cynthia. Going through the motions and doing what you have to do is the right thing for now.
There is something very spiritual about this group. Sometimes, as it is for me today I feel depleted, and a comment like yours Dia made me feel like there is a light that we can shine unto others, and it get reflected back to us at the precise moment when it is needed the most. Thank you.
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