This is the first time I have not felt good since I lost my Mom. The only thing I can think of is "I want my Mommy". I miss her holding me and kissing my head to make me feel better. Yeah, I 'm a big baby but that is ok. ;) Sometimes it just helps to talk about what I miss.See More
I lost my mother fourteen weeks ago this past Friday, and I only buried her on July 17th because of the pandemic.
It still hurts.
My mother died from vascular dementia, it was a battle that took the last five years of her life. When I…"
Hello everyone. I am new to this community. In May of 2018, I lost my Dad after a very brief illness. I loved my Dad but we were not real close. 18 months later in November of 2019, I lost my Mom. She and I were very close. She even lived with us after Dad passed away. I had a half brother who I did not see more than 10 times my whole life who passed away in 2000, so I am really an only child. I so miss my Momma very much. She was my rock. Even if I did not see her every day as an…See More
"I can understand how that makes it even more difficult, having become a couple on that occasion.
I don't want to live without him, and I just don't feel that will ever change. So, it all seems so futile to go through this every day. "
"Thanks, Drewtoo. It sucks, and I'm sorry you are having to deal with it too. NYE is our anniversary (not our wedding anniversary, our "officially became a couple" anniversary), so it was always special to us. Since he died…"