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I lost my mom Dec. 17 2015.

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Missing my Mom

I'm up at 6am. Thinking about you mom, Missing you so much. I wish this pain in my heart will just lighten up it's been 7 months now, and I miss you more than ever, sometimes I wish I could just end it all and be with you, but I know that it not gods will for me yet.. People say it gets better, I do agree but every now and then I think about something we did or a place where we ate, once again my heart just drops. I know you have a new body in Christ and you are happy being with dad. And that's… Continue

Posted on July 27, 2016 at 5:40am — 2 Comments

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At 5:51am on August 1, 2016, Bonnie Adams said…
Hi Diane. My mom passed away on July 12, 2016. Just died in her sleep. I managed her care completely. We were going to two doctor's appointments that day. So this was completely unexpected. To lose her so suddenly is just awful. I got grouchy sometimes because I work full time but I love here with all my heart. This grief is terrible and I understand it will never go away. I hope we can continue communication. Thank you.
At 12:41pm on July 24, 2016, Diane said…
Its been 7 months since my mom died
Shes always on my mind missing her. Im still sad at times. I know shes ok shes in heaven.
At 9:23pm on February 5, 2016, Margie S. said…

Thank you Diane.  God bless you too.  Our mothers are with us all the time.

At 8:47pm on January 22, 2016, Felicia said…

Hello Diane. Just wanted to check on you... I know what you mean about not wanting to wash her blanket.  I kept some of my Mom's clothes in a garment bag, and every so often I get them out and look at them.  I can still smell her scent on them.  I will never wash them either.  I am looking so forward to when we are reunited, I loved/love her so much. Looking so forward to that time God has promised us when there will be "no more sickness, pain or DEATH"---Revelation 21:1-4

At 7:20pm on January 18, 2016, Felicia said…

Diane, I'm so sorry for your loss. I know your in terrible pain right now. I lost my mom almost exactly the way your mom died. We were so close too. Sending a hug to you! 

 
 
 

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