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Comment by Linda on April 12, 2012 at 1:36pm

My moms favorite was the Ten Commandments too.... my girls watched it but I couldn't watch..... I was upset and depressed enough and did nothing but cry all Easter weekend.  It was just to tough.... I think about her everyday and wish she were here to see her beautiful smile everytime I would walk into her room, just hold her hand and talk.... I remember how soft her hands felt.... I miss that

Comment by Sue Waxman on April 12, 2012 at 8:15am

Mark...mom and I used to watch Ten Commandments together to. I couldn't watch it either this year. Mother's Day last year I made dinner at Moms house, she was to sick to eat. Stayed in her bedroom. We will all so angry with her because she didin't

"try" to come and eat. She died a month later. One of the things I am so regretful for. And there are so many things I wish I had done differently. I did go to sunrise service by myself on the beach. I miss my mother so much. But she is in a better place surrounded by her loving parents and her brother who was killed in the war.

Comment by Mark on April 12, 2012 at 7:16am

So glad easter is over.  It seemed like the entire week just crept by.  There was one tradition we always got a kick out of each year and that was watching the ten commandments and joking about how over the top the acting was.  It started and I had to turn it off.  I got a couple of invitations to dinner but had to turn them down.  It's only been 3 months and when I went to a friends on christmas eve it turned out real bad for me.  This time around I didn't want to do that to myself.  I need to give myself some time and not be concerned about making others happy.   It just blows my mind that she's really gone.  I cringe at the thought of Mothers day coming up next.  I'll make it through.  I'll hate it but I'll make it though.

Comment by Sue Waxman on April 10, 2012 at 9:12am

Every day brings us closer to seeing them again.

Comment by Linda on April 9, 2012 at 2:44pm

Marlene I so understand your pain. I am there too! Everyone tells me this is.life, your mama is suppose to.die before you but I.am.not.ready, i want nothing more ghan for her to.come back and i know that isnt possible. She has been gone 5easter months now. May 5th is her memorial services back home in Indiana. Its the week before motjhers day. How do I get thru this

Comment by MSB on April 9, 2012 at 2:39pm

Easter was awful, especially putting flowers on the grave. It seemed so wrong. Not the way for us to be. i know this is life. But, why is it so hard. I am already dreading Mother's day. My parents annjiversary is the day before. That is going to be one weekend, I don't know if i want to make it through. Too much sadness in my life and not quite sure if i have anything to look forward to.

Comment by Linda on April 9, 2012 at 10:13am

Sue, I am so sorry to hear of your struggle. Easter was very difficult for me too! Easter was 4 months since my mama past away and thr pain has not gotten any better. I am barely holding on, I miss her so much

Comment by Sue Waxman on April 9, 2012 at 9:54am

Easter was hard. I keep remember my mother taking her final breaths and it haunts me constantly. I just keep putting one foot in front of the other every day saying that each day brings me closer to my own passing. I am on Effexor which is a great antidepressent. It helps a lot. Not only do I loose my mother but my sisters were so horrible I had to just walk away from their behavior. I feel so alone.

Comment by Tammy Dresslar on April 5, 2012 at 8:35pm

Thank you Sandra and Linda. I just keep trying to feel better and knowing other people feel the same. I don't feel as crazy.

 

Comment by Linda on April 5, 2012 at 10:26am

Hi Tammy my momma has been gone easter sunday 4 months.... the first 2sign months were so devastating I couldnt function. I have pushed the thought of her outta my mind to keep from missing her if I dont miss her I dont cry I dont feel siucidal. It does get easier and everyone tells me that as time goes on it won't hurt as much and the good memories will remain. When i feel suicidal i just think of my kids and what it would do to thrm
Stay strong

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