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Comment by Theresa on December 19, 2017 at 6:00am

Brett, I just think in my head you'll see one day.

Today is two years since my mom has passed, I can't say I feel any different, I just miss her the same.

I was supposed to be off today, but opted to work, I don't want to be home alone.

Comment by BLUEBELL on December 18, 2017 at 12:51pm

Theresa

I am hanging in there the best I can. I was in tears this morning and it was not just all about Mom. I miss Christmas when my Dad, Mom, 3 brothers and my sister and me were all together. We were a  whole family then.

Janie,

I do feel your pain. This is my first Christmas without Mom in 98 years.

Bluebell

Comment by Brett Bowman on December 18, 2017 at 12:45pm

Theresa, your husband may not understand, but he still should have some compassion. I'm not married but I get the same thing all of the time from my family, and I have to be honest, it's pushing me away from them.

Comment by Theresa on December 18, 2017 at 5:59am

Janie, if you want to cry then cry get it out, it do it all the time.
Here's one for ya it annoys my husband when I say things about my mom to him that was two years ago, his mom is still here, I believe in karma
Janie, you will get through that day believe me, tomorrow is two years for my mom.
I'm going to try to occupy my mind and work.
Bluebell, Brett, how are you doing?

Comment by Janie m Snitko on December 17, 2017 at 9:20pm

I want to cry and scream she was my best friend and I know you feel the pain

Thanks

Comment by Janie m Snitko on December 17, 2017 at 9:18pm

My first in 68 yrs

Comment by Sherri on December 17, 2017 at 9:13pm

Hello Janie

this is very hard. I miss my mom this is my first without her I'm trying not doing this very easy either. Just know we here for you anytime and know she's looking down on you. 

Comment by Janie m Snitko on December 17, 2017 at 9:09pm

This is so hard for me! I miss my mama so much and it does not seem anybody understands but this group! I am going to my baby half sister this year for Xmas. By my father's 2nd marriage . She lost her own mother many yrs ago. I am trying to pull through and be upbeat but lordy I miss her (my mama) so much. I want private crying time! God bless you all and have a good Christmas. Janie

Comment by Theresa on December 16, 2017 at 5:54am

Bluebell, my thoughts and prayers are with you.
My brother called me the other day and he said are you ok? There is a twenty year age difference between us, so we are not that close and he lives five hours away.
I said to him, yes I though you would have forgotten, the 14th was 18 years since my dad passed and I said to him you know next week on the 19th is two years for mommmy and he said I know, I just wanted to make sure you are ok.
I said yes, but I cry still, of course I miss her so much.
I have busy with work and will not have a day off until Christmas day, which exhausts me, but keeps my mind busy.

Comment by BLUEBELL on December 16, 2017 at 4:17am

Another bad day. I was shopping for Christmas cards and gift bags when without warning, I broke down in tears at the register. Thank goodness the cashier was a sensitive caring person and did not just blow me off. She said "Your Mom will always be with you". There are good people in this world and I was fortunate enough to have been in the presence of one when I became overwhelmed with emotion. 

I pray you all are getting through this hard season okay. It is a hard time. For me, it is the first Christmas without my Mom. I am just feeling my way through it and doing the best I can.

I miss you Mom with all my heart.

Love,

Your daughter Pam

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