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Comment by Tracey Huth on April 16, 2012 at 5:58am

Dacha I understand exactly how you feel.  My mom would want the same exact thing for me but it is so hard with that empty feeling that I have.  I will keep you in my prayers. 

Comment by Tracey Huth on April 16, 2012 at 5:31am

Erica I am with you as far as forgetting about mother's day.  It is going to be too painful to even imagine because we always went over her house to celebrate.  I really don't know how I am going to be able to handle that this year. 

Comment by Erica Garcia SanMiguel on April 16, 2012 at 1:08am

Tracey I have that same empty feeling.and trying to find the strength is also getting harder and harder day after day :( Dacha I am sorry for your loss going on with life without my Mom has been very hard I will pray that god comforts you during this time. Omg Marlene just the thought of mothers day makes me feel so much pain as it is since feb 22 that Mom passed, then her n my dads anniversary was march 20 they were married 36 yrs her moms bday after that and then my daughters 15 bday then easter now my niece bday today my brothers bday friday then two months that shes been gone I think I am really losing it cus everyday hurts so much more....and to think
This mothers day I have no mother her on earth with me really hurts that I just wanna forget about mothers day all together :(

Comment by MSB on April 15, 2012 at 11:14pm

Mother's Day is still 4 weeks away and yet, I am already crying over it. Everyday was special with my mother. But, we always did something more special, like going to a broadway show. this year, how will i deal with not having the honor of being with my mother. To make it worse the day before is my parent's anniversary.

 

Comment by Tracey Huth on April 14, 2012 at 6:42pm

Its been 7 months since I lost my mom and I cannot seem to get the empty feeling out of my heart.  I cannot seem to find the strength to move on.  Every day is an absolute struggle.  How do I find the strength that I need to move on? 

Comment by Erica Garcia SanMiguel on April 14, 2012 at 1:14am

I just wish this pain would ease up and it seems like everyday is just so much harder than the first I know I need to find some strength for my family some how but all I wish to do is lock myself in a room and be alone I miss her so much

Comment by Linda on April 14, 2012 at 12:22am

Erica I did get to say goodbye to my Mama and it doesn't matter it still hurts. I think if I had known how badly it hurt would I have told her its ok to go?

Comment by Erica Garcia SanMiguel on April 13, 2012 at 11:46pm

I am also glad that Easter is over I am so ready for this year to be over with. Since my mom passing it just seems like everyone has a birthday or its a special holiday or anniversary I am really worried about how I am going to handle Mothers day my 12 yr old birthday is also that day so I try to look forward to that but then I get to thinking of how mom was excited about all of my kids birthdays and it just hurts so much. I am trying so hard not to feel so angry but I tend to find myself wanting to scream at the top of my lungs and no matter how much I cry it just does not help. I often wonder if  I could have got to say goodbye would I feel different would It still hurt so much.....  

Comment by Linda on April 12, 2012 at 3:08pm

Sue I am the sameway. I would lay next to her with my head against her cheek and her skin was so soft, she would rub my hair and we would talk and talk
as you I saw my Mama so much especially the last couple years and she died at home with me beside her. I remember the last time she ead awake the day she died, a tear roled down her cheek and I wonder was she in pain? Did she decide she dismt want to die? Did she want me to call 911? She was on hospice and had decided to stop all medical treatment. She had COPD, congestive heart failure, diabetes, etc
from. My brothers tell me stop questionimg everything cause It will drive me crazy. I remember the last breathe she took and how I cradled her like a baby telling her to breatje, i said mama please dont leavr me, breathe mama breathe just one more time...
But she was already gone

Comment by Sue Waxman on April 12, 2012 at 2:03pm

Linda,

I remmeber my mothers hands to. The day she died she stroked my cheeks and said "Why are you crying". The day she died was the worst day of my life. Nothing will ever hurt me more than that. I changed that day. My heart was broken forever. Mother's Day is going to be a day I will pretend doesn't happen. She suffered in front of me in ways that were so horrible. Now at least she is in a better place. Nothing and no one can hurt her again.

 

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