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Jill, I'm at 9 months and I agree it is getting harder, I am so down and so sad. I feel myself withdrawing from everybody and everything. I just want Randy, I can't believe this is happening and it hurts so damn much. I feel so alone. I am so sorry you moved to be near your other son and now he's moving!! Damn! WE are moving to AZ next year and I can't wait, it's way way too hard to be here where Randy grew up and see everything everywhere that reminds me of him. When I leave work every day, I pass by his preschool on one corner and the place he went to rehab on the other corner. It's completely unbearable. How are we suppose to live like this? I've told 2 people at work that I am sad this week and they have said - WHY? REALLY? I want to scream them at them, I want to scream at somebody!! Uggg I have been crying more and more. Hugs to all of us x0
Sharon I admit it, I look for Michael.
Next month it will be 3 years since Michael left. To me it feels like no time has passed, yet I see everyone else moving forward.
The first year I swore I would just die.
The second year felt even harder because reality started to set in.
This year I am now accepting my reality.
I still cry everyday, but now it feels normal to cry.
Fighting every day to live for those who love me.
I learned to wear the fake face but sometimes it feels too tight and cracks.
I'm still learning how to answer some questions: Where is Michael? How many kids do you have? What happened? etc...
I'm learning to "manage it" but my heart still cries for my son.
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