Jon-Paul Ackerman
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bluebird commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"Blessed be, Linda. I hope you are able to find some measure of peace."
May 20
Linda Engberg commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"Thank you Bluebird for your beautiful post and I am so sorry for the loss of your own fur-babies. My Babie J saved my life after my Husband died and now I have nothing, so I am more than ready to  join them both. I keep praying to God to take…"
May 20
bluebird commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"Linda, For some reason the site won't allow me to access the post you must have made about Babie J's death, but I am able to see people responding to it. I am so sorry for your loss; I know how hard it was for me when our little boy cat…"
May 19
Linda Engberg commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"Dear Morgan, Thank you so much for your kind words. Losing Babie J was the last thing I had to love and she saved my life when Julian died. She was a 9 year rescue and it was pure unconditional love when our eyes met. Now that I have no one in my…"
May 17
morgan commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"Linda, I missed your post on Babie J.  Oh my, I am so sorry.  The sweetest unconditional love that a pet gives us is a gift that we never forget.  I lost our kitty cat a year and half after my husband died and it was grueling.  I…"
May 17
Marita commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"Linda, my heart aches for you. I am so sorry for your loss. We can never be prepared for the loss of a loved one!"
May 13
Linda Engberg commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"Thanks Joe, I am beyond words,"
May 13
Joe Kelly commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"I am so sorry for your loss of Babie Linda.  I know how broken you are now but don't forget about catching that right bus. Babie is with Julian right now at the right bus stop waiting for you. Joe"
May 13
Linda Engberg commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"Hello Friends, Monday I lost my Sweet Babie J. Now I don't have anything to live. I will do everything in power to end my life. I just wanted to thank you for support. God Bless You All."
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bluebird commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"Linda, I agree; I died when my husband died as well, in every important way. But I know that when my body dies, whenever that may be and whatever from, my family will be sad. As far as I'm concerned, there is no such thing as a "new…"
Apr 25
Linda Engberg commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"Hi Trina and Bluebird, Nice to see you both online. For me personally the virus doesn't bother me. I already died the day my Husband, Julian died.  There is no such thing as a new normal for me. Take Care. "
Apr 25
bluebird commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"Thanks, Trina; good thoughts to you as well."
Apr 24
Trina Mamoon commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"Bluebird, Good to hear from you. Yes, I know exactly what you mean, the need to want to isolate yourself alone at home after your husband's death. For so many of us, that seems the only refuge after our irreparable loss. I hope you can see your…"
Apr 24
bluebird commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"Trina, It's much the same for me. As much as possible, I have preferred to isolate myself alone at home since my husband died, so this quarantine hasn't changed my free time that much. I am working from home rather than going to my work…"
Apr 23
Linda Engberg commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"Hi Trina, Your post mirrors my very thoughts on this this virus. I pray that God will take me in place of any of my family. "
Apr 17

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About Me:
Grew up in crime, met my Creator who changed my life and gave me a perfect Queen and children
About my Loss:
My perfect wife lost her life giving life. Her uterus ruptured at 20 weeks and she passed away...

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At 2:26pm on August 19, 2017, Maxey said…
I think John has said everything I am feeling each day. I sometimes think during the day of how many of us are out there suffering through this pain. It has been almost two years for me, so, I guess, after three there is still no relief or hope in sight. I feel nothing, and for those who tell you are now free to do things; they are crazy. Why would I want to be free of my love who made all the things we did worthwhile, meaningful, and happy?
Everyone who had a love will someday lose them; it is inevitable. They will then, and only then, understand our thoughts and pain.
I do not wish it on anyone.
At 9:24pm on April 3, 2017, Jon-Paul Ackerman said…
The darkness has completely overtaken the love
At 3:07pm on August 18, 2016, Mel Royer said…

Elynn, I can relate to your situation as it parallels mine perfectly. First, I am sorry for our loss. I am aware there are no words that can take away the sting, the inconsolable pain of your loss. I lost my Nancy, April 29th of last year and am still and will for a long time be facing the hell of loneliness, the emptiness and the never ending longing for that person who defined you and was always there for you, your soul mate and best friend. That was Nancy.   Now, I too cannot drive and have a limited social network, again, apart from this grief site. I live exclusively on social security and can barely make that last, but I do. I wake up broken and go to sleep broken, spending the day lost and wandering through my empty house, more like a tomb than a home. We are all so vulnerable to to the world we must live in and on that day I do not wake up, I hope to wake up in the arms of my true love, my beautiful Nancy. I pray the same for you and everyone who must endure this cold empty life. May God watch over you and bless you and take care of yourself...Mel 

At 3:43pm on August 9, 2016, Elynn m said…

Anyone else  feeling lonely and depresxed?   I have trouble getting out if the house because I do not drive.   My husband used to go everywhere with me.   It's really lonely and depressing having to stay in the house all day (luckily my son is here daily).  Too hot to go outside (here in the desert ). Wish I had something to look forward to.

At 2:40am on June 16, 2016, Mary said…
Jon-Paul
My heart goes out to you. Your last comment is worrisome. I don't know what to say to help you other than pls find strength from the love of your lovely wife to keep going. Take care of yourself. Praying for comfort and peace for you and all others including myself.
At 9:39pm on June 9, 2016, Jon-Paul Ackerman said…
Hello all. I have been relentlessly seeking. Sorry to be away so long but I am very unhealthy and don't want to spread it. There is hope for you if you truly want it. I however do not. I find peace in the agony that grows deeper each day. With much understanding comes great suffering.
At 10:30pm on January 30, 2016, rachel_micele said…

Just want to say Jon-Paul I appreciate your recent posts. "I rendezvous with my Queen daily. I've never felt closer to Her". I found that absolutely beautiful. That is what I am aiming for with my love. It seems the only option to survive this nightmare. To "seek ruthlessly" - if you ever care to share what has been your journey I would be interested to hear.

At 7:27pm on January 13, 2016, Hilary Christene said…
You have been missed here
At 3:00pm on December 25, 2015, Hilary Christene said…

Sending you Christmas blessings Jon-Paul.

I imagine you are finding a way with your children, into your future. I hope for you.

This place you created here has a special healing quality to it. I know we all appreciate you, and when we see the name Jon-Paul Ackerman, we feel comforted.

At 12:10am on April 2, 2015, Tildyc said…
John-Paul- I want to thank you for creating this community. It's help me more then any counseling or medication or doctors could of ever have helped. This is one of the most difficult and painful times in anyones life. And to be able to communicate with other people who are experiencing the heartbreaking, life-changing, loss of a soulmate.... It's proving to be of sincere importance. So- thank you John-Paul.
 
 
 

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