Penny Caywood
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Penny Caywood left a comment for Brian Sodoma
"When I was a pre-teen, my parents moved my sister and I to Tuscon"
Jun 17
Penny Caywood commented on Diana, Grief Recovery Coach's group I love my Dad.
"My father has only been gone for a little over 3 years, but it already seems like an eternity."
Jun 17
Penny Caywood joined Diana, Grief Recovery Coach's group
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I love my Dad.

For everyone that has lost their Dad.
Jun 17
Penny Caywood posted a status
"dream moon JO B, I understand where you're coming from"
Jun 16
dream moon JO B replied to Penny Caywood's discussion I've been here before in the group Multiple Losses Group
"sorry on yoree loss i am i no loss is put me trhu j hell & bacl u cud say lossin mom & my fav unlce lST  yr timee i loss coz of cov 19 loss thm 6th monthss aprt in 2021 i did loss dad in 2012 loss my self as well u cud say"
Jun 16
Penny Caywood posted a status
"Thinking about creating my own group on here"
Jun 16
Penny Caywood added a discussion to the group Multiple Losses Group
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I've been here before

I just wanted to let everyone know that I've been here, on this website and in this group, before. My name was Pennywyze. I stopped coming to this site because I became busy with writing my first novel, but I came back here because I need a place where I can talk to others about my losses since I cannot do that anywhere else. Not even at home.See More
Jun 16
Penny Caywood joined Julie Dolsey-Weiss's group
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Multiple Losses Group

I am creating this site for the many of us who have suffered several losses. I lost my mom, dad, grandma(2nd mom), grandpa, my beloved dog and divorce.Many of us have lost more than one person or event.Come share!See More
Jun 16
Penny Caywood posted a blog post

Missing Jeremy

Though it's been three years since my life was "taken into the hands of death, turned upside down, shaken out, and set back down in total chaos", I still find myself missing Jeremy. I love him so much.See More
Jun 16
Penny Caywood updated their profile
Jun 16
Penny Caywood is now a member of Online Grief Support - A Social Community
Jun 15

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About Me:
I'm 43 years old, I've got 3 adult children who are ages 25, 23 and 21, and I've got one grandson who will be 5 years old in September. I have been writing a novel series, I've converted to a saga, since January 2022, and I've completed the firs novel. Currently, I'm on the 13th chapter of the second.
About my Loss:
02/07/2019: Royce (my father) passed
04/09/2019: Jeremy (my second husband passed)
12 of 2019: Keith (my nephew) was murdered
03 of 2020: Mamma Beth (dad's sister)passed away
04/13/2020: Wayne (my ex-fiance and father of my oldest daughter)passed

How Do I Know for Sure

The entire sixteen years Jeremy and I were together, we both felt as though we were soulmates, and life (though never perfect) was good. As I grew up, I was told that a person's soulmate was their "other half", and that if they're lucky enough to find theirs, the other person never leaves them. Now, I have a problem. How could Jeremy have actually been my soulmate when he left me here alone to finish out the rest of my life?

How do I know that when the time comes that, our spirits or souls will be together eternally? Especially if a soulmate isn't supposed to leave their "other half".

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Missing Jeremy

Though it's been three years since my life was "taken into the hands of death, turned upside down, shaken out, and set back down in total chaos", I still find myself missing Jeremy. I love him so much.

Posted on June 16, 2022 at 12:05pm

Hello

Hello, my name is Penny Caywood, but call me Pennywyze, please. The reason I've sought out support online for my grieving is because I've literally got no one to talk with about the things I'm going through. I mean, I've got a boyfriend, Steven who lost his wife 2 days after Jeremy's benefit in 2019, but I don't dare talk about my soulmate and best friend to my old man. However, he has been repeating the same stories from his past for the last 18 months since we've been together,…

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Posted on June 15, 2022 at 4:13pm

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Julie posted a status
"I don’t know how to handle the death of my son I feel like I’m just fading away"
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bluebird replied to bluebird's discussion My husband died, and I will never want to live without him.
"You're welcome, too.  As for me -- same as it has been since my husband died. I don't expect it will ever change. I know what you mean about being over the shock, and I suppose it's usually/mostly that way for me as well, but…"
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Jeff C replied to bluebird's discussion My husband died, and I will never want to live without him.
"You're welcome, Bluebird.  Thanks for asking.  Just dealing with this awful reality 6 years later.  I'm over the shock and and am just dealing with the way it is.  How are you, otherwise?"
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bluebird replied to bluebird's discussion My husband died, and I will never want to live without him.
"Thanks, Jeff. How are you doing?"
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Jeff C replied to bluebird's discussion My husband died, and I will never want to live without him.
"I'm sorry to hear that, but I get it.  You are so right about what's happening to this country."
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bluebird replied to bluebird's discussion My husband died, and I will never want to live without him.
"The 4th of July is my husband's favorite holiday -- mostly because of all the cookouts/barbecues/food, but also because of the fireworks. So, as with so many other things since he died, I find that I can't celebrate it. There's simply…"
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