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As the 14th approaches I think this year it is so much harder just because I now understand and know this is my reality. My Michael is gone and never returning. No negotiations!
Teresa
Your picture.
I can see the love in both your eyes.
It's soft and beautiful.
He loves you very much.
As next week gets closer I'm sleeping less, my emotions are all over the place and each day I feel sicker. Not sure where all the anger is coming from but I just want to beat the crap out of someone.
3 years and I still feel very lost without my Michael.
Michael mommy loves you and will always love you! I miss you so bad buddy!
Yes laurie I will be with you in my heart. Our case was finally settled and didn't have to go to trial thank god. Something about it being over makes everything so final. It will be 3 years for me on Dec.1 I don;t think I will ever stop crying.
Laurie, my thought and prayers will be with you next month.
Dolly I think both Lorazepam and Diazepam are in the same drug family. Lorazepam tends to be faster acting while Diazepam is generally longer lasting. I think it may depend on your own body which drug would work better. I am taking them when the anxiety hits too high as the trial is coming up on the 16th and 17th followed by Jesse's angelversary date on Oct 10.
Teresa, I very much agree with the three year time table you laid out. It was somewhere this past January I was starting to realize that maybe Jesse wasn't coming back. The first 7-9 months I spent much in bed rest from a complete mental breakdown....he and I were very much knit at the soul....
Now when I go out to the cemetery, it is strange to see our family plots there. Thinking, yes, one day I will be laid to rest there to. Last time there was again, another burial in the small country cemetery. Sometimes I feel this reminder like I "moved up in the line" from being here on this earth plane and am one step closer to him. ....
Our last pretrial date, we learned that the DA is now beginning to believe that the woman who ran over Jesse in his own lane actually saw him and try to "beat" him to complete her turn.
So to who posted about anger, yes, I definitely vascilate between many extremes, extreme anger being one of them. It is a tiring life.
Teresa - that's a beautiful picture. <3
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