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Dear Marilyn, most men are like that in this situation. In my experience with my husband, he just holds it all in. He tells me nothing about what he hears away from home. Then the day comes when I have to pry it out of him. Its usually not very pretty, but if I don't i'm afraid he will explode. My husband will talk about the boys, but I have to bring it up. After all this time I have learned when he needs to spill. Sometimes I can take it and others I just cry along with him. I do know they hurt too. They are dad and desperate just like us. It's just harder for them to speak about it, and they don't like to be thought of as not strong. I think Dads need time and patience the same as Moms. It is very difficult. Sometimes I have wondered why don't he seem to feel as bad as I do? Then I learned after a period of time that he does hurt like me, and we need to be in this together. As far as the God thing goes, nobody really knows the answers. I think if God could stop this he would, but the whole free will thing gets in the way. I wish I had an answer for you and me. Peace to you
I just wanted to say about the feeling like it just happened yesterday. I still feel that. Not as often, but there are times when my heart feels it all. All I can do is my best to get through it. Oh I write too. I got a feeling I will always have those days for the rest of my life. I just hope there are still nice people like you who understand and do not judge.
Now this is just my opinion, and I too have wondered all these questions. I just died inside thinking God did this. Then one day when I was very down like all of you, I just screamed at God. I told him to piss up a rope! I did this in front of my mother who is a devout Catholic, and she said I was going to hell. I told her I'm already in hell. After I got some time under my belt I started to look for the answers. Needless to say I didn't find a one. I finally opened a bible and there it was. Matthew 18:14 So it is NOT the will of my father who is in heaven that the little ones parish. I have thought for a very long time and the only thing I concluded is this, what would be the worse thing that could happen to a mother to take her away from God. Who wants to take away your faith and soul so much that they would do something so evil. My answer is always the same. I hate to even speak or write his name. So even though I still get angry, and I still have some loud chats with God, my heart knows that he did not do this to me. I cannot believe in a God that would do this to me not once but twice. This is just my way of thinking, and how I have learned to cope. Whats right for one might not be right others. Peace and love to all.
Praying for all here to somehow be ok.
Three months ago today my son passed away. How can it seem both like yesterday and a hundred years ago?
We have all felt this way at one time or another. I still get a sick feeling in the pit of my stomach even today. Yesterday I went to the drug store and the lady behind the counter spoke to me about the little boy that was from the neighbor hood that was killed last week. She then proceeded to tell me how she always remember the day my little boy died. What do you do? I don't like to be rude, and they all expect me to be over it by now. Well guess what? I'm not. I never will be. It's part of what we have to live with. Sure I deal with it, and I live with it every day, but i'm pretty sure that it will never go away. The good thing is most of time I get through these sorts of things, and I feel better about my self because I held my cool and politely said good bye! It may not seem like much to those who haven't walked in my shoes, but to me it's a big deal! So don't get discouraged. Some days we can take it and some days we cant. That's just the way it's going to be whether we like it or not. A person does get better at it as time goes by, but people cant expect us to be able to hold it all in all the time. If they cant handle it well then you know that those are not the people you want to be around when your blue. Over the years I have learned who I can go to in a good mood and who to stay away from when i'm feeling terrible. Sad to say that there are only 2 people I can go to when the pain and sadness come upon me and one of those I have to pay to listen! I still have a ache in my stomach over the little boy who was killed last week. This was the first accident where a child was killed since my little boy 15 years ago. Flashbacks suck, but I think God helps me get past it. I don't always listen, but when I do it's always a good thing!. Hugs to all of you!
Mary, praying for you and everyone else who's having an especially difficult day today.
and may the peace permeate all of you here and to those who suffer the horrific.
May there be peace on earth, in the heavens and in the space. May there be peace in the waters, plants, forests and the elements. May there be peace toward all life forms. May there be peace in food and nutrients. May there be knowledge for peace to humanity. May there be peace of Absolute Brahman and the gods. May there be peace in the world. May there be peace, only peace. May that peace be with me!
an Indian prayer from the Yajur Veda...
Mary, I'm sorry that this new information has added to your pain. I also "hear" the pain you feel for your daughter-in-law and granddaughter. It's a lot to have to bear.
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