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What really triggered me a few days ago is an issue I have had with the Boy Scouts of America. Both sons were Eagle Scouts, I guess I gave them both too much confidence. I donated a goodly sum to have a glass wall erected with both their names and ranks. I found out that it had been placed in storage. It really made me upset, that is not what the donation was for.
I was offered a plack, I turned down because it is not about me.
If you look at my pictures in my profile you will see both sons. The helicopter in the picture is a SH-60 that my son flies. He just recently was promoted to Lt. Commander; so he had to go out and take a dangerous position "to check the boxes".
Michelle,
After my last post I sent my Daughter in law a text to show me my granddaughter in action to make my day. I got some relief and a laugh at the video.
Unfortunately, my other son is deployed and I pray for his safe return. I think it would be the last straw if I lost him.
What really makes me sad is that I am now a grandfather or a little girl and she will never know her uncle or have cousins now. I am a great proponent of legacies and close families, all of this is very incongruent to me. It saddens me greatly, I will never have grandchildren from
Danny. It's a legacy thing that makes me feel my life had no meaning.
Yes, I am not posting much, just dwelling inside myself. I got so mad a few days ago, I just had to post something out of pain.
I had other things in my life trigger this pain. Regrets, guilt, anger, longing, etc. all mixed up in a great big weight on me, each pulling in different directions.
I have to put down Kyra's cat today so hard, so many memories. Genna asked me if I was sad. I wanted to say when am I not sad.
This After Death Experience, I for three years if you count my son and 5 if you count my father, have been praying for a sign or contact or something. I no longer believe it. I am questioning a lot of things in my life. Maybe this is all it is? I am struggling here.
I need a burning bush in my life or a booming voice, please answer my prayers with a no at least.
Thanks to those who responded. I just notice at night that my heart feels like it hurts, sometimes I wake up and my hands will be clutching at it.
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