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Hugs Jill. Wish I could give you a real one. ((()))
It will always hurt, And it is exhausting. I got through the hoilday the 21st birthday. We had a Sacred Sound Circle where an intimate group sang, played music and singing bowls. Daniel's friends came by on his actual birthday and that was sweet but wow so hard but wonderful to see them. I would hope it would become easier but I am sorry to say it hasn't. Then last week I fell again and broke my right arm.It has really sent me into a deep depression that I feel so stuck. I know my son lives on - I am just tired of being here without him and not being able to see any joy in my life. The house is so quiet and I have very little motivation to to do anything. I feel guilty saying any of this to my friends so thanks for listening. But Jill you said it - I am so tired.........
I miss my daughter, Caitlin, every second of every day. It has been close to 6 years and it seems like yesterday. Caitlin is (I use present tense because she still lives but is out of my reach for now) my only child. I feel so purposeless. She has always been my future. Now I feel I have no future, at least not on earth. The only joyful future I see is after I'm gone from this earth and am reunited with her. People say I shouldn't say that because after all don't I love my husband. Of course, I do. My love for him is in no way diminished. But it's not natural for a child to be taken first. I can't help how I feel.
Why on Easter?
I just buried my friend yesterday. All I could think about is his poor mother and my son. I think I wept more than anyone else. So many people in my life are going offline now.
Toni - it seems more and more absurd that they are not here. Same for me, Easter then Danie's 21st next Thursday. I really can't even force myself to get any Easter decorations out.... Hugs to all
easter is coming and then gabes 21st birthday. he has been gone 5 years in May and I am still here ?
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