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I drive by where the accident happened and know that there was a moment in time, a pivotal point when things could have happened just a tiny bit different and my son would not have died. I pass someone on the highway or change lanes and the events of his crash play in my mind. I am desperately trying to make it come out different, but it never changes. I know some people want to dream of their lost loved ones...but I am not sure I could right now. If I saw him in the dream I would not want to leave him. I would not want to wake up...and if I did wake up, would I scream and scream and never stop??
These Holiday's are impossible. Every day I try to wrap my mind around the reality that I will never, ever, see or hear from my daughter again. Ever. I went thru her phone today. Looking at the last text's she wrote. The last people she spoke with just seeming moments before she had her fatal auto accident. I saw all the "missed calls" from me when I knew in my heart that the person they were describing on t.v. was my Desiree'. I see that from the time they pronounced "the woman dead at the scene of the accident" to the first call I left to her was but moments apart. I watched an episode of Dr. Phil today that had a physic that by all accounts is true. He can see the energy and the loved one literally standing by the living loved one... I so want to believe him. His name is James Van Praagh. Book titled Ghost Among Us. I know I'm grabbing at straws but I just can't stop trying to have some last contact with my child. I pray God for his guidance.
Marie, I am sorry you are having a bad day. Aaron is gone two months, cannot believe I will never hold his face in my hands again and look into his eyes. Somehow I have to keep going and try to be someone I never was before. I have to be a new me, a bereaved mother and walking sore. Everything anyone does or says hurts me. Even though my mind tells me I am overreacting, I cannot seem to help myself! Praying for you and praying for me xoxo
Linda, moving forward is a slow process for all of us. You won't even notice you moved in your grief until you see someone where you were. My heart is with you and I'm so sorry you are forced to walk with us. HUGS!!!!!
I'm losing my mind. This is such a dark place I find myself in. The pain is too great. The memories too fresh. How do I move forward. My baby is gone. My sunshine is lost. My breath has is exhausted. My Desiree' is no more. Desiree'. Desiree'. Desiree'. My baby girl is gone.
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