September 2015 Blog Posts (27)

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Added by dream moon JO B on September 6, 2015 at 3:43pm — No Comments

I mean no disrepect

What I have laying so heavy on me today is this...why won't churches do more to help their community. I am angry and I will be angry for an unknown amount of time. I can't keep it to myself or I feel like I'm going to explode. But, I have asked several "friends" of mine to ask their churches to help me raise the money for Jameys headstone. They can raise money for a trip to Disneyworld or for the pastor a new car or a vacation trip for the congregation because it's exhausting being a…

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Added by Toni Jones on September 6, 2015 at 3:29pm — No Comments

The little things.

First let me say if I write to much I sorry I just have so much to say and no one to talk to anymore. I meet jaso. The Friday of labor weekend 10 years ago and I never looked back we were so happy we had the kind of relationship we both had always wanted by no means was it perfect but it was as close as it was ever going to get to perfect. I sit in our room alone thinking of all the things I would tell him about my day if he was here and wonder what his day would have been like I miss him of… Continue

Added by Jennifer on September 4, 2015 at 10:04pm — No Comments

Lost, confused and scared

my name is Jennifer and 46 days ago I became a widow. Losing Jason was sudden we had no warning anything was going to happen we have spent the last 10 years together he is the love of my life we told each other everything we had no secrets he was my best friend my lover my everything and now he is gone and I am alone stuck in the apartment I lost him in looking at his spot on the bed just wishing I could feel his arms around me. I would give anything to hold his hand feel his lips on me… Continue

Added by Jennifer on September 4, 2015 at 5:25pm — 7 Comments

Why bother

I'm wondering why bother with calling out the name of an all seeing, all doing creature that would steal the life of a child and then tell us it was Mr. High and Mightys plan to begin with!  I'm so pissed off right now! We throw people in the deepest darkest hole we can find if they have killed anyone. But this great big wonderful loving monster is thanked every day for his miracles. Even when he's the one that did the killing. How does that make sense? If "he" has a plan for everyone, the…

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Added by Toni Jones on September 4, 2015 at 4:49pm — 1 Comment

shawn

I prayed so hard that  Friday would not come, my b day without you is so very hard, alice my counceller said you are here and I know you will be. I know what you will be saying to me to make me laugh, but my tears still fall, my heart still broken, we don't celebrate anything any more without you, its just so hard to not hear you say  you love me, to say mom, I know in my heart you are here helping me, please help me get through tomorrow, and help  me to feel you here.  always and forever…

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Added by kim on September 3, 2015 at 2:25pm — 1 Comment

SO MUCH PAIN

most of the time it hurts to breathe, to go on without my son. where do all my tears come from, I cry so much, I hurt so bad. I beg and beg you to take me to my son, but im left here to suffer so bad so much. I know in my heart ill be with  you soon, im so lonely without my shawn.  so very very broken,

Added by kim on September 1, 2015 at 6:20pm — 1 Comment

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