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most of the time it hurts to breathe, to go on without my son. where do all my tears come from, I cry so much, I hurt so bad. I beg and beg you to take me to my son, but im left here to suffer so bad so much. I know in my heart ill be with you soon, im so lonely without my shawn. so very very broken,
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I agree. Hugs. My son was my very best friend. I truly believe he was the other half of my soul, we so understood each other at a core spiritual level. I wished I had died with him the day of the accident. The only reason I was not with him that day was because I had taken a different job. This meant our schedules were opposite. I was in fact, comtemplating quiting my job because of this opposite shift thing. I wished I never had taken the new job, and that I would have died with him that day as I was supposed to. That August I felt for awhile that I was the one who was to pass...it was like I was loosening from this world. I did not know these types of events could occur near a death point. How I wish they would have just left me to die with him instead of this endless suffering. Some seem to get their footing, but I was bonded at my very core with my son. This is a very evil world.
So, Kim, I feel your pain in the words you write. I cannot take the pain away, but we can sit together and share our tears and broken hearts for our beloved sons. Perhaps you may dream of him tonight...prayers...
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