Nearly two months ago, I lost my fiancée to heroine overdose. We had a marriage in every sense of the word but legally. Now.....Now he's gone. Idk how to get up in the morning. Idk how to live…Continue
I had no idea he used. He was 28 and had just gotten his PhD. It took 5 months to get the toxicology report and learn just exactly what he had done. The condition of his heart revealed that he had…Continue
"ross, im so very sorry, I to lost my only child my son shawn. it was his heart. I was with him when he left me and yes I pray everyday to go with him, shawn is the love of my life and always will be. I cry morning, noon and night. ill never laugh or…"
"With Christmas approaching my heart hurts more, I look at her presents and say why,I can't bring myself to do some of the everyday things that I did before, how can I go on. When will my pain end. This isn't fair. It's not suppose to…"
"Laurie- you just made me remember that day's after my Desiree' died our landline rang. There was absolutely nothing to identify name or number on the phone display. This has never happened before nor since her passing. I felt very strongly…"
"Wow, I just saw the "I'm tired" poem you posted JO B on October 19th. It's so extremely true.. I am so tired of being tired. Thank you and thanks for the pictures.
OH and Zell, the flower pictures are so beautiful, I love…"
"Yes, beautiful Laurie and what you wrote Vasanthi is beautiful. I too believe that it is a great tribute to our sons to live on with a purpose. Although it doesn't take the pain away, I will not allow myself to become bitter at the world. I…"
This 23rd it will be 3 years that Shreyas or Micky as I call him left me grappling with a new reality. Everyday I battle sorrow which lies heavy on my heart. i try not to cry but the tears flow. Sometime I laugh at the jokes I…"