I am a 34-year-old recovering addict with two years clean. I live in Southern California, am shy, quiet, like to read and write. I have 2 daughters in heaven that I lost to miscarriage. I struggle with depression and anxiety.
About my Loss:
I lost my best friend yesterday to an opiate overdose. He was in recovery and celebrated two years clean the day before. He had taken some of my prescription methadone. He was in my room when it happened. when I checked on him-h=we had been cleaning my apt and I thought he went to sleep-he had stopped breathing. He was in cardiac arrest when paramedics arrived and they couldn't save him. I don't know how I will get through this. he was an amazing person. I keep thinking if I had done some little thing differently, he would still be alive.
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"Avi, I actually looked up the EquoVox. I couldn't find an English link for it. I'll keep looking. I'm just really curious how it works. And I want you to make your own decisions. I just want you to be happy."
"M, I'm half Catholic, and Theresa is 100% Catholic. This is a huge part of Catholicism. Ouiji boards just scare the crap out of me. I listened to a lecture series from a Vatican exorcists. There was a question and answer period. Someone asked…"
"Brett, it gives me such a lift to hear about your new gig — sounds perfect! Lucky kids too, great when they can connect with an adult who also makes them laugh.
Your comment re the spirit world app that Avi came across brought back a…"
"Avi, things like that scare the crap out of me. I mean, how do you know that you are actually communicating with your mom, and not something bad? I believe that you may open yourself to something that may attach itself to you. That's just…"
I send you my heartfelt condolences as well as a welcome to our website. It is a safe place to come and talk or vent about your loss. Talking is very helpful in sorting out how to move forward. I would like to share a paragraph from what…"
"No we should not, God is the only communicator Avi, you are right.
We should not disturb the deceased, they are in peace, it is us who are not in peace.
I still struggle everyday, I just have come to recognize that this is my new life. "
I m sure everyone on our forum had a very bad day. I just kept myself very busy all. Since I live in Florida and it is in the 70's I worked outside all day long. I feel Julian is with when I am outside. He knew I just loved the outdoors…"
Few days back I came to know an app EquoVox which can help you communicate with your loved ones who are deceased. It seems be fake to me but have seen some videos on you tube people claiming its real. Did anybody on this group…"
"Linda, thank you for the post. The words ring very true.
Today is Valentine’s Day, but fortunately for me, Joseph and I didn’t always celebrate on this day. We didn’t feel that we had to show our love and devotion on a specific day…"
"did a quick search for
"No Idea Joe!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" and Twitter.
I didn't find anything
maybe that it has the ability to share via twitter.
and may not be shared by default.
maybe we should try and contact the…"