Melissa T
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  • Union, WA
  • United States
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Born and raised in Washington, getting ready to make some big changes in my life, living on South Shore of Hood Canal got to sell my property in Grapeview so I can move to Idaho to be close to family, trying to start over, buy a home for my daughters cat and me. Promised my daughter we would have a home, intend to fullfill that promise to her.
About my Loss:
Lost my only child, my beautiful 15 year old daughter Kaitlin to an accidental overdose on 5/20/08.I found her, at first I thought she was asleep, she passed away in her sleep, which I guess that's one thing I am grateful for, she felt nothing and was not scared, the coroner assured me of that, but I am so tired of trying to carry on in a world that I no longer fit, I just want to go home and be with my Angel, it's been so long since I was able to tell her I love you, and hug her. She was my life, my reason for being, I am so lost without her!

Missing my Kaitlin!

I miss Kaitlin so badly lately, maybe iit's from spending time with her cousins, they've all grown into adults, yet Kaitlin remains forever 15, were she still here she'd be 21. Wonder how tall she would have been, what she would look like, she and I were robbed of so much the day she died, I never got to see her grow up, never got her drivers license,  graduate from High School, so many things she never got to do and I never got to see. I love & miss you so Kaitlin!!!

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At 8:16am on July 27, 2014, Lynn Williams said…

I know how hard this is. When the absolute horrible wave descends we all want to go with our children. Much love to you. Lynn

 
 
 

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Nancy commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"Bless you Morgan.  You say it all."
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Linda Engberg commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"Morgan Thanks for sharing how you cope without your Husband.  You put into words what I cannot express. "
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Dolly commented on Kar's group Missing my Son or Daughter
"Do we ever stop having those days that seem just like the day it all happened? when nothing else seems real and all we feel is the pain again? does it ever just not happen any more? "
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"Part 2Linda, yes and yes, I "laugh on the outside and cry on the inside".  And the laugh (or just plain conversation) is just part of how I cope for when I have to be around others.  But it means nothing.  It’s like we…"
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morgan commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"Part 1 Bless you and thanks to each one of you who keep writing about how you feel and how you cope.  I always feel support knowing I am not alone.  What I don't get (and not that any one of us can give it) is the answer to how I can…"
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"It's a Catch 22, impossible to solve.  I accept Her body isn't alive anymore, but I HAVE TO HAVE HER BODY ALIVE AND STILL WITH ME and I want that to be forever.  I know that's impossible, but I STILL HAVE TO HAVE IT!!! …"
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Teresa D. commented on Kar's group Missing my Son or Daughter
"Connie I'm sorry but just know your words do stay in my head. Keven's mom...I'm so sorry that phone came.  There's nothing I can say or do to make this easier on you.  Just know we know exactly how you feel.  Your…"
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Linda Engberg commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"Hello Friends, As all of you have stated, I too fake my happiness. I laugh on the outside and am crying for him on the inside. I ache so bad that my Julian is not in my life. I just don't understand why God won't take me. Until he does, I…"
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Nancy commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"Morgan.  I wish I had answers but I am in the very same place.  Lost, fake and hollow.  I feel worse than I did a year ago I think because I thought I would feel better and don't. Empty and apathetic.  I'm tired all the…"
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"morgan, I don't know why this has happened to us, our soulmates being torn from us, but it fucking sucks. Have you considered not acting happy and normal, since that isn't how you feel? Especially if acting that way isn't helping…"
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Danny commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
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"Wonderful Avi!!!  "
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