April 2015 Blog Posts (63)

happy birthday to my son

today is shawns birthday, and easter and 15 months since he went away.  this weekend has been nothing but crying. watching everyone  having a great time while im dieing inside.  my babys birthday and I just want to hold him,  tell him hes the love of my life. no one in my family has called, im going to let balloons go and I asked them to come but no. it hurts but im getting use to it now.   to my son, shawn I pray you are with mom and I hopw with all my heart  you have a beautiful day…

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Added by kim on April 5, 2015 at 6:42am — 1 Comment

Happy Birthday Daddy

Today is your birthday daddy, and it's been kind of hard. I went to my internship, glued a smile on my face, and made myself get through the day. Now I'm sitting in my dorm room, and I can't help but miss you. And now so much has come to the surface, once again life has taken a 180. Daddy, I have so many questions and I have so many things I need to know, but you are the only one who could truly answer them, and you are the one who isn't here. Everyone said that death would bring out the…

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Added by Ashlie Bishop on April 1, 2015 at 10:09pm — No Comments

holidays

oh god how I hate the holidays, there just to painfull.  shawns birthday is on easter this year, and it will be 15 months since he went away.  my tears will never stop. the pain will never stop. sunday I will let balloons go, I know he will get them, I know he sees my tears. I want to hear his voice to see his smile to hold him tight.  my beautiful son I love you always and forever, and I pray to be with you now. my life is over the emptiness is so painfull. please shawn have a beautifull…

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Added by kim on April 1, 2015 at 7:58am — 1 Comment

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