Crystal (BluSkyy)
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  • Saginaw, MI
  • United States
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About Me:
I losted alot of love ones.. I losted my grandpa back in 2004 who was more like my father since he raised me. I losted my cousin back in 2008 he was only 26yrs old.. He had kidney and liver failure. I losted two of my aunts.. And now i losted my Grandma who was like my mother...


I need help on how to move on with my life.. I know my grandma will always be in my heart forever but I have no one to talk to and I would like to make friends and talk about how I can keep liven without my grandma and i would like to know how other people pull through this.. Any advice would help me.. I am all alone and just need some new friends for comfort and advice and to know that I am not alone that there is alot of other people out there that is going through what i am going through....
About my Loss:
I lost my grandma who was like my mother.. I feel very lost without her.. My grandma died on August 13th... I dont know how i am going to pull through this.. I do have family but my whole family is nothing but drama and never cared about my grandma or me. All i had was my grandma and now i have no one.. I dont know if this pain will start to hurt more in time or ease up... My whole world was my grandma.. I spent my whole life with her and now I feel like the sky is fallen down on me and i dont know what to do...
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I went to nursing school and i nursed my Grandma full time..

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Lullaby

She cant let go and she cant relax.. Before I hang my head and cry.. She always sung me a lullaby.." Everything guna b alright Rockabye, Rock-abye..Even her smile looks like a frown.. She seen her share of devils, In this angel town...

Posted on November 3, 2011 at 6:33pm

To My Grandma And Everyone Who Lost A love One....


If we could have a lifetime wish
A dream that would come true,
We'd pray to God with all our hearts
For yesterday and You.
A thousand words can't bring you back
We know because we've tried...
Neither will a thousand tears
We know because we've cried...
You left behind our broken hearts
And happy memories too...
But we never wanted memories
We only wanted You.

Posted on August 25, 2011 at 11:15pm

This is for all the Mothers that lost there child...



I miss my Mommy oh so much

But I visit her each day

When she goes to sleep

On her pillows where I lay

I stroke her hair and kiss her cheek

And whisper in her ear

Mommy don't be sad today

I'm your baby and I am here"



So you see my dear sweet one

Your children are okay

Your babies are here in My home

And this is where they'll stay

They'll wait for you with Me

Until your lessons are through

And on the day you come…

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Posted on August 25, 2011 at 11:11pm

GOD SAID....

AND GOD SAID



I said, "God, I hurt."

And God said, "I know."



I said, "God, I cry a lot."

And God said, "That is why I gave you tears."



I said "God, I am so depressed."

And God said, "That is why I gave you Sunshine."



I said, "God, life is so hard."

And God said, "That is why I gave you loved…

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Posted on August 25, 2011 at 10:50pm — 1 Comment

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At 1:04pm on September 1, 2012, Nancy Gershman said…


Nancy Gershman
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Crystal, You know how you were talking about wishing there was a way to talk to your Grandma? That need to see and touch something tangible is a good thing. Sometimes a shrine, a candle, a photograph works.

Sometimes it doesn't, making the person even sadder because that object is associated with Death. What I would do - as a healing artist - is create a brand new scene where you're with Grandma doing something you always loved to do with her. We'd pick a specific photo of Grandma doing that activity and you'd tell me what age you would have been roughly at that time. Then I put the two of you together! This way you can continue the relationship and talk with her.  Diane Young has put an example up on Blog Features. Have a look-see and write back, Nancy

At 11:15pm on November 2, 2011, June Milianta said…

crystal,   thank-you so much for friending me. I havent been on line since the night we chatted.

its been to hard to type & cry at the same time. I make to many mistakes. Ill chat to you soon. but thanks for reaching out to me. june

At 9:34pm on October 13, 2011, Loon said…
Thank you for your friendship, Crystal. I lost my grandpa back in 2006. He was also like my father as well. I hope you find comfort here dealing with your losses and if you need a friend, feel free to reach out to me, if you're comfortable with that :)
At 8:15pm on October 10, 2011, Susan Z Z Wooten said…

your poetry is so beautiful......God Bless you sweetie

love you from afar...im In SC...

distance so does not matter :)

At 8:10pm on October 10, 2011, Susan Z Z Wooten said…

Crystal,

 I saw you post of Wednesday..........how is your uncle?  my God, I pray he is ok, and I pray you are ok.  Please let us all know.  there are people here that may have never met you, honey, but we love you anyway.......

my heart bleeds for you sweetie....as i am sure many others here do, too.......we are praying for you and your uncle.  

kisses, hugs and love,

would give in person if we could....

xoxoxoxo

susan

At 10:45pm on September 13, 2011, Linda Gutierrez said…
Hi Crystal, how have you been? have'nt seen you on in awhile. Sorry u hadto meet me on such a bad evening. not usually that bad. any good dreams about your grandma? See ya later i hope. Linda
At 12:37pm on August 29, 2011, Bianca said…
I'm am so sorry for your loss, but know that your Grandma is with you at all times. My spirituality, God, and my loved one who is now gone are the reasons I've made it through. Reading books on where are loved ones go after this life has also been a huge comfort for me because it confirms that are loved ones are never really gone.
At 11:42pm on August 25, 2011, Karen R. said…
Greetings Crystal, thanks for your support, I am so sorry for the loss of your grandmother, I have lost my paternal Grandmother 3 yrs ago, so I know that pain also. My maternal grandma is still here with us, thank goodness......she will be 94 yrs old in October!  I just felt so helpless watching my son lay there, also looking so helpless, it was tortuous for me but I would have NEVER left him there, I had to be by his side.
At 10:37am on August 24, 2011, Kandi Broussard said…

I'm sorry to hear that.  Losing a loved one is sooo hard, losing a loved one to murder is even harder.  Your grandma sounds like a really wonderful woman.  I bet she raised you with the highest values and morals.  Be proud of that, after all, it takes a special person.  I will keep you in my prayers, Kandi

 
 
 

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