April 7, 2015: I had decided to put Nick's necklace on my rearview mirror as my daughter suggested so he would always be with me. Before that I had been wearing it. Its once of those necklaces that you have to screw on and screw off when you put it on or take it off. On the morning of April 7 the necklace fell from my mirror in my car. I figured it had just unhooked so it had fallen off. When I picked it up it was still hooked together. The necklace is kinda small so it has to be unscrewed to be taken off my mirror. I saw the necklace fall off the mirror with my own eyes. I immediately talked to Nick as I always do and said "you want me to wear it don't you?" I knew that's why it had fallen off the way it did. So I put it on and I have kept it on. The necklace makes me feel so close to you everyday. I miss you!  

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Comment by Jeannette on April 10, 2015 at 2:33pm

Be strong. He wants you to be strong. He would want nothing more than to be with you, open up your heart to the signs and ask him for the signs. He will send them.

Comment by Rj on April 9, 2015 at 7:55pm
I am trying to get through this pain and grief because i dont want it to prevent anything positive, you are so right!
Comment by Jeannette on April 9, 2015 at 7:13pm
My pain was blinding me. Sadness will do that to you. You'll notice the you have had the signs all along.
Comment by Jeannette on April 9, 2015 at 7:08pm
At first I thought he was mad about me or didn't care about me and that's why i wasn't getting any signs. Once I talked to him, like REALLY talked to him the signs started coming to me. I realized that I had been getting them all along but that I was so sad that I wasn't seeing them. The first time that I talked to Nick I knew he was with me I got this rush through my body and chills all over my skin like I've never had before. My pain was b
Comment by Rj on April 9, 2015 at 5:47pm
I lost my only son to suicide on 2/1. I pray each day i get something soon. You give me hope. I will continue to wait. We all travel such a hard journey here
Comment by Jeannette on April 9, 2015 at 10:33am

Thank you. I was really a non believer of the signs. They I was upset because I didn't feel his presence. Then his signs started becoming more persistent. Now I truly believe and its what has been helping me get through this. Thank you RJ.

Comment by Rj on April 8, 2015 at 6:36pm
Thats exactly what happened jeannette...God bless you.

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