"Love & prayers Michael
Just need to vent for a minute... It's coming up on a year and I'm just so afraid and lost...I just can't believe he's gone sometimes and as memories surface it brings everything right back to day…"
"@ Dennis ...thoughts and prayers are with you
@ Kim .. I can relate to those feelings, it's ok we're supposed to cry and feel pain , it is part of the healing process and yes it sucks and hurts! My husband died in December so I'm at…"
"@ Jeanne potter , oh my gosh soooooo relate. My husband practically killed himself giving to his adult children. He was 71 and felt he could not retire for having to support them. Hes spent probably over a million dollars trying to set them all up…"
"Dear Joann , welcome to online grief support. First off let me say how very sorry I am for your loss. I too lost my husband - on dec. 26 2011. This is a good site to come to for support and also just to let your feelings out. What has worked best…"
"@ sue, sooo sorry you are feeling this way- I can so relate. Feels like I'm being attacked at every angle sometimes. It definitely dosent come from God. Just want you to know your not alone through this process. Am reaching through Internet and…"
"Hi all.... Feeling sick to my stomach, much of the time I pretend to be ok and strong and there are days I guess I am. But sometimes like today the pain (greif) hits me like a tidal wave. I'm crying and praying and praying and crying please…"
"Heartfelt hugs to you....I also lost my husband... 2 months after diagnosed with lung cancer... It is not easy. What helps me is grabbing all the support I can. Hospice support group, counseling, several close friends, journaling, prayer and family.…"
"Hi all.... To Karen w , yes you are right! My husband loved life to the fullest... And for would want me to live fully...and I know I will go through this process with everyone's help here and Gods help .....thank you .....love hugs and prayers…"
"Thank you all for support and kind comments....glad to know I'm not alone on this journey.....today was one of the most painful days since he died....I sobbed most of the way from south Florida all the way to Georgia. We traveled a lot and must…"
"yes, I know how you feel about fathers day...its really sad. It makes me miss him even more becaus he isnt here and we cant share this special day with him. I miss him but on holidays its always worse and more sad. i went to see my Dad at the…"
My bed is near a window. I could hear my son drive up with his music or hear the sound of his beloved truck. I double take while driving for his Ford150 midnight blue truck to pass me with him smiling. With the tears flowing, I have not…"
Thank you for sharing with us how you feel. So many men are like my husband and will not talk about it. That hurts more than being silence. What are the chances? I add another worry on my plate now. My son left a 2year old daughter and how…"
I'm just realizing how badly my sister's death has affected me. I feel like I'm spiraling out of control and I can't stop myself.I thought I was being really strong and doing a great job of holding myself together but I couldn't have been more wrong. There has been a perfect storm brewing inside me since I got that phone call and I'm only now seeing it.I started smoking again (I had quit last April cold turkey and was doing so well), my drinking has increased a lot, I'm emotionally withdrawn…See More
"Linda, I agree, the name of my son is really music to mt ears.Yesterday I had to go out a little far of and while in the train, i kept searching faces to see if I could spot my darling.Of course I couldn't but he remains in my heart all the…"
"Today is just one of those days where I long for my mothers advise... Its been a year since I lost her and it seems like it just keeps getting harder and harder. Since she passed I havnt felt her presence really. and that terrifies me. All I want is…"
"My 2nd cousin was pregant and lost her Mom (my cousin's wife)unexpectedly in December. It's an awful hard thing to swallow during a time when you are excited about that new baby joining your family. My family has had a few…"