MISSING MY MOM ALL THE TIME

My mom passed away in ICU on June 18th feels like yesterday.I am so sad depressed and hard to cope,

This is hardest thing in my life.I was a only child and close with my mom.

talk to her everyday.Now no phone calls only dreams.Can not believe she is gone.I am 45 she was 63.It hurt as she was trying to hang on to life..She was using a breathing mask to breath eyes closed could not talk.She was moaning for a half a day scares me to wonder if it was pain.I still see the vison in my mind and dreams..I feel i cried a waterfall so hurt inside...

I get a foggy feeling and so sad it is just hard to do anything she liked to do I feel guilty and wished I could have done more with her that last year but she was sick on and off..

I wonder if she is watching over me.This is so painful and I cry at times other times i feel numb..She was my only parent almost all my life...Not sure what to do without mom..She was a wonderful person and caring..I can not understand why she had to go so young.Will miss her Always..

ANYONE ELSE GET THIS WAY..

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Permalink Reply by Jayne on August 20, 2012 at 10:52pm

I am too missing my mom. she passed away on July 12th. She had Pancreatic Cancer, I miss her so much the pain is so bad ! I can relate to what you wrote and am sorry foor your loss too.

Permalink Reply by Tiffany M Kiser on September 11, 2012 at 2:01pm

Mary,

 i am so sorry for your loss i lost my mom 2yrs ago and i still miss her everyday. She was my only parent, sometimes i play video that i have of her just to hear her voice. I hope you are well, and that today is a good day.

tiffany

Permalink Reply by Kathryn Eldridge on September 23, 2012 at 5:24pm

Hi, I lost my mom November 25th 2011. She was 57 I was 23, still am. I can relate to you. I cant even articulate this pain. It's so bad that I have physical symptoms, i.e. throwing up, shaking, dizziness. I really do not cry though. It's like I cant. And this is why the physical symptoms arise. i need to cry.  hugs.

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