Kathryn Eldridge
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  • Rahway, NJ
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I am a student in college, studying social services.
About my Loss:
My mother was 57...She was very sick. I lost her November 25th 2011

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Why can't I cry?

I know I need to.. I can feel it in me. It just will not come out and I just do not know why. I am so angry at life right now. I want to scream! This is a cleansing thing, screaming but crying is a touch better for several reasons.. So mixed right now..ugh

Posted on September 27, 2012 at 8:20pm

sunnier outlook, today.

Thank God that I've been able to reach out to people and realize that I need to not let the grief consume me. It's like this, I say oh this can't get any worse but deep inside I am thinking it will get worse. If I'm in the mindset of it's only going to get worse.  Guess what, it's only going to get worse. There's a term used in psychology called the self fulfilling prophecy. It's the idea that we will fulfil our beliefs about oursleves. We say, the pain is going to get worse" It will. We say…

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Posted on September 25, 2012 at 11:27am

Does the pain subside, EVER?

I am in a deep sadness with this grief. I'll admit I've been so depressed before my mom's passing, due to Bipolar. I was so depressed that I was hospitalized for it 3 times. Boy, I thought that that depression was deep. I had never really experienced grief at that time. I was 14. I am now 23. The pain in insermountable! I have never been this deeply saddned. I had seperation anxiety from my mother when I was little. I would cry when she went out. I would be scared thinking she would never…

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Posted on September 23, 2012 at 3:05pm — 8 Comments

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At 1:24am on August 24, 2012, Jayne said…

Hi I just became a member here on this support site. I lost my mom to Pancreatic Cancer in July and it has been so hard. It says you are from Rahway my husband grew up there so I figured I would write to you. he is an adult now but his mom was a school nurse there. anyway I am sorry for your loss if you want to chat that would be nice.

 
 
 

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