Don't grieve alone; 14,000 members and growing
I know how difficult it can be. I found it helpful to post pictures and just talk to others. You can join the group http://www.onlinegriefsupport.com/group/ilovemydad There you can share with others that have had the same loss. I wish you well on your journey. (((((hugs)))))
I miss my dad too. He died a week ago tonight, and I'm just lost in a terrable dark cold sea. Today I went to work, even though I didn't want too. I cook at a school, and today we searved what I was going to make my dad the day I went to pick him up for lunch, and found him dead in his bed. It was aweful to realize.
I guess some thoughts are that if you try to help others, you will find yourself helped. Maybe you can go share what you have of hope, and your experiences, so others may also find comfort, and you as well. Get outside yourself, if you can. ((big hug))