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My husband passed away in a unexpected accident he left in the morning and never came back. I never got to see exactly how it happened and due to covid virus I actually got only to see him two days before the actual death. I I'm going to an emotional roller coaster at the moment and feel like dying instead of living. He was my soulmate.
I'm sorry. My husband died suddenly too, in 2012. He is my soulmate, always. Of course this horrific situation is different for everyone, but to the extent that one person can understand how this is for another, I do have some idea of how you feel, and I feel much the same way.