Baby Blues

Sunday I was supposed to have gone to my baby shower. Two months from Sunday was my due date. But instead yesterday makes 3 weeks since I delivered my guardian angel. I am so empty without her. I feel so alone. So sad. So angry. All I've ever wanted was to be a mommy...it was finally going to be my turn. Instead it was all ripped right out of my hands - every hope, every dream, every thing. It isn't fair. I want my baby back.

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Comment by coachlouise on February 25, 2011 at 2:43pm

I help people all the time to connect, it helps so much.  Just to tell you how, is kinda of weak as I have many different ways. And I am not there to help you on your journey. However, May I give you a suggestion, find a peaceful place, relax and close your eyes, imagine walking down a path to see your baby. Your baby is your guardian angel now and she has a message for you. Listen to what she tells you. 

I send you a million hugs

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