its been3 yrs since my mom passed away and for some reason my relationship with myhusband has gone down hill. it feels like im walking in my mothers foot steps because now im going threw almost the exact thing that endedup killing her. now im the one in an abusive relationship the only difference is that im trying for dear like to get away from. and im scared i wont be able to in time before the same thing happenes to me  

 i feel so depressed in about 2 weeks and 2 days i will be having my second child and my mom wont be with me. my mom was there for the birth of my first  and i was so happy to have her there. now its just gonna be me and my husband there and half the time we are arguing. im so ready to have this baby but not looking forward to not having my mom there. im naming my baby after the two most important women in my life my grandmother and mom that both passed away. its so hard not having anyone to…

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honestly this website dont work for me on this case but atleast i get to write even if no one ever writes back. i feel so alone at times that i just feel likemy heart is so swollen becaause all the pain thats in it. i dont really have much comunication with my family its like they moved on so quick from what happened to my mom the last time i went to p.r. just to see her grave no one wanted to take me to the cementary and i havent been able to earn enough money to go back to see her and its… Continue

i just feel like crying its like no one cares about how i feel i just feel so depressed. not even my bf understands all the things i think about  all the pain i still hold with me after all this time. i feel like im never going to be right. all iwant is to be happy and it just seems like its a fairytale im starting to thing that there is no such thing. i just want my boyfriend to give me attention to make me feel like i mean something to him i wish that myjob didnt take so much advantage of me… Continue

this year is already starting off horrible. my boyfriend/babydaddy got fired from his job unjustified but it just makes me sad because now its gonna be just a one paycheck family and i only work part time this sucks. then today ifound out that my grandpa's sister died last week and they told my brother and he never said anything to me about it and my nefew is in the hospital and the broke my mother keyhole from her car and took the battery off the car and that just more money im going to have… Continue

on the dec. 14, 2010 will be 7 months since my mom died and im sad. tomorrow also is the birthday of the man who killed my mom and himself. I honestly dont knowhow to feel about it... im so tired of all the sadness and the depression im so tired of feeling angry.im sadbecause ever since my mom died my world has been turned upside down. my mother was the glue in our familyshe was the one who rememberedb-days the one who did all the holiday cooking with me helping her, she wasthe one who kept…

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i feel like after my mom died ijust shut down completely i dont know how to be the person i use to be when she was alive. i feel likeive lost my way and there is just know one that even bothers to help me to find my way back. some times i dont even feel normal i feel like a totally different person. even my boyfirend says it all the time. i feel like i cant get a hold on my emotions and i feel sometimes like im losing my mind. i get scared that i will always be like this and my boyfirend will… Continue

i lost my mom on may 14, 2010. it was a murder suicide. the guy that killed her was her ex that was with her for about 9 years. he cheated on her and so she decided to leave him and move on with her life about a couple of months later she found a guy and she was really happy the guy treated her the way she deserved to be treated he brought her flowers he even brought me flowers too lol. he pampered her she was finally happy and the guy got so jealous because he saw she was moving on… Continue