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All the "what if's" that play in my head, all focus on some small event that could have changed the tragic outcome of one month ago. It's hard not to consider fate to be real.
I have a health issue that has developed over the last two months. Back problems causing increasing numbness and discomfort in both legs. My wife was a nurse and always seemed to be fulfilled by helping me or my son. This mornings "what if" is, I wonder, if my issues had been this significant one…
ContinueSo yesterday I got my wifes toxicology report and it confirmed my suspicions. Based on the level of oxymorphone/Opana in her blood she was probably beyond being saved. Last night I thought about it and guilt for mistaking her for being drunk and nothing else has subsided (at least for now ). However it has been replaced in my head with conversations I wish I had had that night with her. The "what if" game as I call it, would a single word have changed the outcome? I get stuck in looping…
ContinueAdded by Mark on April 9, 2015 at 10:30am — No Comments
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