MIchael Ortiz
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  • Falmouth, MA
  • United States

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About Me:
I am a man who never needed anyone.Then I found the one after 40 years. I have always been strong will and able to get threw anything. I find myself at a loss.
About my Loss:
My loss happen quickly and still do not have how my wife pass.I was lost and alone because all the people who I thought be there were not.I am so tired and cannot move on until I know. Its deep and I feel alone.

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Why I cannot be allowed to grieve,

I have been threw much and people who I thought be there all have gone but a few how are you doing. Its like they do not want a answer. Its me I am always so strong is there excuse. I am alone and her mostly side of the family is gone and only been 2 months. Yet was told I made my wife so happy from what she came from her last marriage. They never saw her so happy. I am so angry at issues that are going on and there petty and one is wrong. I sleep more and I just miss her. I have lost my…


Posted on August 24, 2017 at 1:29am — 1 Comment



Posted on August 12, 2017 at 4:13pm — 4 Comments


Since my wife past I cannot sleep. I lay in bed like she is still next to me. I miss her kiss goodnight and the one before she left for work.  I am broken inside and have no clue in how to repair me. As I wrote before I do this alone. Yes I am angry at people. I would never make false promises because I am a man of my word. She made me so happy. I wish I dream about her so I could see her. So many people fail me. So I guess I know there true colors. Its really sucks to find out this way…


Posted on August 12, 2017 at 3:23am

My life has change and I cannot just smash my way out of pain.

I lost my wife Jodi on June 16th. At the time it was like any night but change quickly. Before I knew it I was back home alone cleaning up stuff left by the EMT`S. It then hit me. I was like this is a dream but my heart knew.I did not know I could cry like that. Then it began the start  answers that I could not be given truly and people just asking how over and over. I could not hear there words and did not know what to do next.I knew my wife wishes because we talk about it here and there.…


Posted on August 11, 2017 at 3:40am

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At 2:45pm on August 14, 2017, Anne MacGregor said…

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