Leilani
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Jerry replied to Leilani's discussion Warning (!!!) to this online community: Scammer in this grief support group!!
"Nope same name, It said they added a comment to my profile here, and I checked to find nothing and searched the name and found your post, rrrgghhh so sad we don't need any more sadness than what we have already, at I sure don't, but no…"
Mar 13, 2017
Leilani replied to Leilani's discussion Warning (!!!) to this online community: Scammer in this grief support group!!
"Hmm... Diana removed the person that sent me an email. Maybe it is another individual? You can report them so that the site administrators can remove them. Go to the bottom right of the webpage and click on "Report an Issue." The site…"
Mar 13, 2017
Jerry replied to Leilani's discussion Warning (!!!) to this online community: Scammer in this grief support group!!
"Got it today too, scummy people with no way other than cheat and lie through their useless skill."
Mar 13, 2017
Leilani replied to Marie Bailey's discussion Lost without my Mom in the group Adult Daughters grieving the death of her Mother
"Hello Marie, I lost my Mom quite young as well last year in April. Losing someone at any age is hard but there is something about not having a Mom here with us when I just feel like I am entering a stage in my woman hood where not having a mother…"
Mar 12, 2017
Leilani joined Tonya's group
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Adult Daughters grieving the death of her Mother

This group is for adult daughters trying to cope with losing her Mother
Mar 12, 2017
Leilani is now a member of Online Grief Support - A Social Community
Mar 11, 2017

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About my Loss:
I lost my Mom last year to cancer. I am 30 and my Mom was not even 60, so the loss has come earlier than I ever thought it would. My Mom left behind a husband and 4 kids. I felt like I was getting through the loss and people kept telling me that I was "doing so well and being so strong," but it feels like my grief was only delayed. I am having a harder time now than I was closer to her death and cannot seem to get out of my Pajamas. I lie to people about being busy and sick because I don't want anyone to see how brutal things have gotten. I even lie to my partner about what I have done all day because I don't want him to worry about me. I dropped some courses in school to part time but can barely get to the work that I have left to finish just two courses. I just feel like I am wasting my days in this dark hole and cannot find the energy to pull myself out or even tell anyone how bad it is. I think that my partner knows but I put on a pretty good face most of the time. I just don't want anyone to worry but honestly, I am gettibg concerned for myself as it feels worse now than it did 8 months ago.

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Avi commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"Hi Danny. Surviving is art which we all need to practice. Today I met a friend whose father is witnessing the similar illness as my mother i.e. late stage cancer. He is also going through the same emotional turmoil as I went in 2018. After this…"
1 hour ago
Theresa commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"Danny. I hear you.  December will be 4 years "
1 hour ago
Danny replied to Carla Rose's discussion Lost my Mom a Few Days Ago in the group Lost Without My Mom
"Great reply Sandra"
2 hours ago
Danny updated their profile
2 hours ago
Danny commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"Its been 5 years and here I am back on the site. Surviving and functioning but just about. "
2 hours ago
Theresa commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"Wonderful Avi!!!  "
3 hours ago
Brett Bowman commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"Amen, Avi."
7 hours ago
Avi commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"Thanks all. This group is my extended family. "
7 hours ago
M Adams commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"Avi, that is so lovely to hear — best wishes to her and your family!"
20 hours ago
Brett Bowman commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"That's wonderful, Avi. Congratulations. And I wish you another 100 years with her."
20 hours ago
Sue Toler commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"I am so happy for you & your family.  I am glad your daughter had a great birthday!  That first birthday is always special.  Take care, "
yesterday
Avi commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"Hi All,  Friends, my daughter's first bday celebration went great. She is now 1 year old and motivating force for my dad to live. My dad is able to laugh and enjoy life because of his grand daughter. Even I feel motivated to live so that I…"
yesterday
Stephanie Berndt is now a member of Online Grief Support - A Social Community
Tuesday
Judy Pugh left a comment for Kevin's Mom
"You are still Kevin’s mom, and you always will be. NOTHING, not even death, can change that. I don’t know what your beliefs are, and I’m not trying to shove my beliefs onto you. I just want you to know that I truly believe this is…"
Aug 10
Connie K commented on Kar's group Missing my Son or Daughter
"Teresa D. the line is "Mama  don't you cry for me, I'm sailing in eternity..." Makes me feel emotional and happy that it resonates with you and that you remember it. <3"
Aug 9
Connie K commented on Kar's group Missing my Son or Daughter
"Kevin's mom I am so terribly sorry for your devastating loss. I lost my only child as well - Daniel - at age 17. That was 6 and a half years ago. I can't tell you how i made it through, but I have, one day at a time sometimes one minute at…"
Aug 9
Gale Brunault commented on Gale Brunault's group Loss of an Only Child
"I am so sorry to hear about the loss of your precious son. Why do bad things happen to good people? We may never find the answers.......please know that you are not alone. "
Aug 9
Holycow updated their profile
Aug 9
Kevin's Mom commented on Gale Brunault's group Loss of an Only Child
"I lost my 32 yr old son, my only child, on July 10 2019. He was killed in a motorcycle accident. My heart is shattered and my life will never be the same. This is life's most cruel event."
Aug 9
Kevin's Mom joined Gale Brunault's group
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Aug 9

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