I am new to this site. It was recommended to me by my therapist who has recently moved. Now that she is gone I have nobody to talk too.
About my Loss:
I lost my grandfather on my dads side July 20, 2010. He was the first of my close family members to pass away. He passed away of leukemia. When the doctors finally diagnosed him it was to late for any treatment to work. I never had the chance to talk to someone about his passing, everyone around me didn't know what to say, so I had to deal with it on my own.
April 20 2012 I lost my grandmother on my moms side. She was 73yrs old. She had so much wrong with her. They kept her alive long enough for me to get down to Tx and say goodbye. I feel so lost without her. She was my best friend. She was like a mother to me. She helped raise my older brother and myself. I miss her so much!
"Hello to all of you who are here for the same unimaginable reason as I am. I found this website last night after another night of going to bed where instead of sleep, pain sets in that I was able to escape from all day by being busy. Jess's…"
"Joe, I have seven tattoos one for each year Julian has been gone. It is my way of honoring him People make fun of me saying I am too old (71) to have them. Glad to hear I am not the only one still honoring their spouse after death."
"Wow..you suicide yourself there us no place for you in heaven. You will find yourself again and life will go on without your dearly departed. Learn to love yourself find what you like to do there has to something. Think of it like this he…"
"It is a tradgedy to lose a loved one. But it does get better. Not everyday will be the same some days burn to the core more than others. Find a hobby or volunteer or help someone basically find something to do to ease the monotony of the day. In…"
"Thank you Linda. It's beautiful for you to had done that. I have tattoo of our names in a heart. I wear two sets of our wedding bands on both pinkys and ring fingers. We're still married and always will be forever.…"
"Yes I still miss her terribly. I am still sad and angry. I was left with two boys ages 12 and 8 at that time. What kept me going was making sure they were provided for and raised well. I still have full on bawls when the…"
I am curious because I am within a week of being a widow of seven years how you are doing it allotter eight years? Today, and more often lately (lets say for about the past six months) I have become more angry and more hateful of having…"