Cynthia Dagnal-Myron
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About Me:
I'm a former reporter for both the Chicago Sun Times and Arizona Daily Star and current Huffington Post blogger. I'm also completing my first novel, which is nearing completion and being serialized on Wattpad.
About my Loss:
My story is rather unusual. I found out about the death of a VERY significant other from my past only a couple of years ago, and it knocked the wind out of me. He was, I always admit, the love of my life. And I had always imagined we'd meet again and find a way to be friends at least, as I've done with other loves. Finding out that that could never, ever happen was extremely painful. I felt it almost as deeply as I would have if I'd been there when he died. I felt helpless and that it was incredibly unfair.

Worse, only a few months ago, I discovered that the "official" version of his death--he was an actor whose biographies are online--was a smoke screen invented by his family. He actually killed himself, and a woman who worked for his manager contacted me on Facebook when she read an article I wrote about us. I found myself going right back through the whole grief process, which totally amazes me. It has been many years, and yet, just being pulled back into that world has been devastating. I slip in and out of a profound grief repeatedly when he pops up on TV or online. The last time, I had a "visitation" dream about him--a series of dreams--that deepened the pain. So I came here, hoping to find others who might understand this better than my friends, who cannot believe I'm still that "raw" after all these years.
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Jennifer replied to Robin H's discussion Lost my Partner who wasn't my partner in the group Being the Other Woman/Other Man
"Welcome to the group.  I lost my partner on February 5th this year, so it's still pretty raw for me too.  Reading through your story really touched a chord with me.  Like you, I didn't think I would ever find a group like…"
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Being the Other Woman/Other Man

This is for anyone who has lost their lover to death and you were the other woman/other man in their life. We have to grieve in silence. I can't find any support groups and feel like I'm the only one going through this situationSee More
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LESBIAN ..GAY 2 SPIRITED loss and grief

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Assumptions

An assumption is an unexamined belief: what is thought to be true without ever really realizing that we think in that way. For better or worse, understanding starts with entertaining the idea that something is true.  Truly profound thoughts generally come to light from the relaxation of these (flawed) assumptions.  This is where I find myself today...Perhaps, one of the more significant drivers to pushing down the loss and grief at the time of the accident, ignoring it and mindlessly walking…See More
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