Last week, I had my amazing boyfriend shoot himself in the head in front of me because of a dumb fight we had. I cant begin to verbalize what I am feeling and going through. The situation still seems so unreal at this point.

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My name is Stanley and I had gay partner for many since   college days. We were  building a home in the Carribean islands and home invaders entered and shot me three time. My partner came to my defense and the the same guy shot in the heart and he fell down next to me and he died  in my arms.That was 10/2 2012 and I know the pain you must be feelings .I send you my prayers .Stanley

hallei rosemay penno,

Really hard to believe.

I am so, so sorry. Nothing I can say can make it better, but you're not alone in your pain. If talking helps, there are many here to listen. Wishing you peace... 

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