I walk in this cold room where My daughter is layin on this steel table, From far away it looks as if she is sleeping. I get closer to her and she looks so peaceful so still so beautiful but yet so lifeless! My kids including myself sleep with our eyes open..on this occassion hers are tighly shut..I stand beside her picking the grass out of her HAIR, and telling her how much I love her! She had braids in her hair I took them down and combed her hair ever so gently! Put a Tiara in her hair, painted pink fingernails a Hannah Montana bracelet on her arm! And a Pretty White Dress! To cover bruised and broken body! I dreamed of the moment when I would see my daughter in That 0NE BEAUTIFUL WHITE DRESS...SILLY ME i thought she would be wearing it for a wedding not her own funeral!

God watch over us all in our time of need!






















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Comment by Monica Pace on April 30, 2010 at 10:54pm
Dear Shelly, I just read your Pretty white Dress entry and it made me cry for you. I cannot imagine losing one of my children. I too was a single mom of 3 kids. I say WAS because they are grown now. If I try to think of something happening to one of them, my mind won't even go there. No parent should lose a child - EVER. My heart aches for your loss. I send my best wishes to you and your family. Monica
Comment by Stacy on April 28, 2010 at 7:37pm
Shelly. I lost my Mom on March 27th and have such an empty space in my soul. As a mother of 3 boys, I cant imagine your pain. I am so sorry you are having to be faced with this awful situation. Your daughter is in God's hands now and is free and happy. Dancing and laughing, just as my Mom is. God Bless you and yours! Stacy

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