It's been almost 3 months since my daughter passed away. I grieve for every day and will probably grieve for her until I die. I miss her so much! Today I went to my nephew's birthday party, but 1 person was missing. Last year she and I went together. This has been the first time when Brittany was not with me. It was bittersweet. I cried in the car but held it together while there.

Thank you for letting me share this. God bless you all!

Pam

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Comment by jennifer syks on July 16, 2010 at 11:28pm
hey i am so sorry for your loss and i lost my brother...its been a year now ....every holiday feels so awkward and i am not saying i know how you feel but i see my mom and my dad and there greif over his loss....and i feel so bad because if that was me who lost my child ...i would have probably gone nuts...but all i can hope is that someday it will be okay..all i can think of is that hw is in heaven now and the angels are watching over him and he is safe and that is the main thing anyone could wish for there child is to be safe and she is in heaven so she is in the most safest place there is..thats all you can hope for...

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