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Why did GOD have this fate for me? Why did GOD leave me to be alone? Did he think I did not need anybody and that I can make it on my own? Why? I feel so lost and distraught that I can't function? I know its been seven months but thats seven extremely hurtful months and those hurful months will turn into hurtful years. So why would GOD want me to hurt so long? Was it something I did? Was it something I did not appreciate? I don't know! I am 26 years old and scared as hell as what life has to offer because that one support aspect of my life is not here! I am dealing with grown up responsibilites that half the people my age have not even thought of! Why was I one of the selected few to be hurt all of my life. Painful operations from birth, children not liking me because I was the only child and got everything, feeling lonely all the time because I carry myself more maturely than people my age, losing my father at 16, having a miscarriage at 22, losing my stepfather in 2011 and then losing my precious mother this year. How are we selected? I guess I will never know!