I am new to this site. I hope having people to talk to who know how i feel and understand will help me. When my mom died, it was like something inside me snapped. I feel lost, empty and all alone. I have a little sister she will 22yrs but she does not talk about what happened. I think that's how she deals with it.

     I on the other hand have no clue how to find my way back to the the person i use to be. I pretend to be happy everyday go to work and then home where i am up all night with barely any sleep.  Just to do that all over again. It's been two years since my mom passed and it still feels like yesterday.

  I wish i could explain how i feel but the only thing that comes to mind is EMPTY!

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