Hi I have just found and joined this site and really need some help to go on, I lost my partner 3 weeks ago, we have been together since I was 16, I am 51 now. I am in such shock, she was fine in the morning, I have a broken ankle so she was bustling around looking after me, then she said she felt hot. She sat down and said I think I'm dying, I said don't be daft you've done to much just get your breath, then she looked at me, grabbed my hand said I'm going and just died.
What do I do, I cant cope without her, she did all the paying of bills, there is no money and I haven't been able to work cos of my ankle.
I can't eat, drink or sleep, and am being sick all the time.
People keep saying, give it time it will get better but this pain is unbearable and life seems totally pointless.
Please please help