Married with 2 living adult daughters and 1 murdered adult daughter. I am struggling with my daughter being murdered, by people she trusted, and people who say they loved her yet have knowledge and refuse to go to the detectives because of the never snitch rule.
About my Loss:
My daughter, Kara Rae Delozier, she was murdered by people she knew, they drove her car to the clay banks and set it on fire. They then walked with my daughter's 2 cell phone back to their home which was next to the car wash. Then according to her timeline they spied on my home, why i do not know. Months later someone went into her Gmail timeline and changed the timeline to reflect them leaving the clay banks and coming directly here. Fortunately I remembered she had a second email and i alone knew that. That timeline was not changed and reflected the first gmail account. The rumors are she stole a pound of dope in a home invasion and 6 days later she was kilt. If she stole a pound of meth she would have been spun out and she was not. She was blamed for the dope being stole and whomever manipulated the situation is responsible for her death in my opinion. She has been gone a bit over a year now with no arrests, jus a bunch of people saying stuff and it bothers me becuz she has friends who know what happened, yet they are fearful of "snitching"
I feel betrayed on so many levels....emotionally...mentally...physically....
She was a wonderful woman with lotsa life issues that kept her locked up in drugs or jails....looking for that one who would be her partner forever.....i miss my baby so much and there are so many triggers that spark my emotions....the issues at hand before she was murdered. Issues with my husband, loss of my mother....and the issues i was having with my dead baby.... we were not speaking 2 months before, not a hug a kiss an intimate conversation.
Last time i saw her was on 7/23/2019 at 920 pm as she walked out our front door to her car. Next time i saw something of hers....was her car on fire on the 5am news on July 24 2019......i keep asking God to send her back here....my grandkids need her and we have a new baby coming soon...it would have been her first grandchild.....why could not God stop this....why am i to go on in life mourning my daughter when i should be the one dead....i am dead on the inside only going thru the motions of life with no hope of positive happening for myself....i am dead when i wake up......i started drinking again after a long time of not drinking....i have no support due to covid 19...by suppprt i mean someone who has been thru the same loss....how did u do it?how long?talk real cuz my family dont get it.....i am lost and jus doing the motions of surviving financially
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