Kimberly
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I feel heartbroken everyday since my dad has passed five months ago.i miss him soooooo much.

Started this discussion. Last reply by Jacy Feb 20, 2012.

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About Me:
I'm a single mom of 2 children.both have autism one is mild the other more severe.my daughter is the severe one at six yes of age and my son three is the mild one.both very well behaved and very loving affectionate kids.they make me happy and are my whole world.I'm get loving,affectionate ,and very family orientated.
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My bother was 13 when he died from drug use.mom was 37 when she died.she killed herself by overdose 2 days after my bother passed.I was five when this all took place .my mother passed Lying next to me in the bed.I accepted my brothers death I cried and let go.I never cried over my mother.inwent into shock and wouldn't speak for months .inwas full of anger until the age of 32 I forgave her and accepted that she didn't leave me because she didn't want me I new she left because she hurt Over my brother.I'm still bothered by it today.my dad was my rock growing up.he was great the best ever.always protected me ,taught me to be independent and strong.he was my very best friend we always shared secrets.he was the only one I confided in.he passed away on sept 1st 2011 of liver disease and diabetes his organs shut down one by one until his heart just gave uP.now I'm lost hurt , so heartbroken that I miss him dearly.I am feeling guilty to keep living without him.he was my everything and the only stable male relationship I ever had.he was such a good man.I have my step mom left she raised me since I was six.and I'm scared she may reject minnow that my dad is gone.I know that sounds silly coming from a 40 yr old women but all my siblings are step but one half brother.my dad was my link to this family and I now feel alone and am afraid .

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