I know how u r feeling, just by looking at those pictures. u all were so close, but God has her in heaven now, where she is very happy nd watching over u all.
Remember how great a woman she was nd get comfort in that.
"Two weeks ago I signed up to work for the Mother's Day holiday for FTD.com to work from home. I did the Valentine's season. I thought that I could handle taking customer service calls for the floral company this holiday. My sister told me…"
I look at pictures of you and your mom and family and it could be my mom and me. We were so close too. When she died in June - I was with her holding her hand telling her to go to Jesus. I will never forget the life leaving her body. My…"
"Kahila,I'm so sorry for your loss. I lost my mom on May 29 2011. I can totally relate to what you are going through. My sibblins are handling it much better than I and I find it hard to talk to them about it anymore. The other day I texted…"
"I know what you mean. I can't wait until I'm at the point where I can remember good times/memories without constantly being plagued with the looming sadness. Those days will come in time, I'm sure... they just seem kind of distant at…"
"Thank you extended the offer Chelsea. I would like to contact you to talk. I am sorry for your loss. I'm at thee point where I try to be positive and remember good memories but sometimes the loss and sadness get the best of me. I know how you…"
Thank you for your words. Sometimes you think your going through this pain alone. Thank you for making this group. I was really close to mymom and when she passed it felt like I couldn't nteath. Its comforting to be able to talk to…"
Welcome to our group. You will find wonderful support and unconditonal love and friendship here. I lost my wonderful mom June 26, 2011. I feel the same as you do...I still pick up the phone to call her. My heart is so empty. I feel so alone…"
"I'm really sorry to hear about your mother (even though I'm sure you're tired of hearing that phrase)...I can relate, though. I lost my mother in October. I'm 19 years old with no children, so I can't relate to the children…"
I lost my mom in June. It took me months to get used to not speaking with her a couple of times a day. I had to stop myself from calling her and telling her what her grandchilds just did. I was at a point where I had even good and bad days. Then I received my mom's W-2 in the mail last week and it all came back. I learned that I have to file her taxes from last year and I had to dig out her death certificate. I wanted to just lay in may bed and cry. The only reason that I don't is because of my…See More
I am 32 years-old. I am married with two wonderful children. I just finished completing work for my second master's degree.
About my Loss:
I lost my mom on June 13, 2011. She had been sick for a little while, but I didn"t believe that she would pass away. I came as a shock. No I feel as if I am lost. I used to talk and text my mom several times a day. No I don't know what to do.
I look at pictures of you and your mom and family and it could be my mom and me. We were so close too. When she died in June - I was with her holding her hand telling her to go to Jesus. I will never forget the life leaving her body. My mother, my darling mother was no longer in that body I have had in my life for 55 years. We shared a birthday December 19th. I was her favorite daughter (I knew this). Some days she would drive me nuts...others days were so blessed and wonderful. I miss her every minute. My life has changed. No more mom and Sue. Every weekend we would go shopping, have lunch and go to a movie. I miss that so much. I wonder if I was the best daughter I could be? I wish I had one more day to do everything I didn't do for her. I have such a feeling of loneliness inside. It hurts physically not just mentally. I know we will be reunited but its the days until then that are hard. I have no close family except for my moms sister and her kids in Michigan. My 3 sisters are just not very giving of themselves. Very selfish. How are you doing? Sue
Welcome to our group. You will find wonderful support and unconditonal love and friendship here. I lost my wonderful mom June 26, 2011. I feel the same as you do...I still pick up the phone to call her. My heart is so empty. I feel so alone without my mommy. We were very close. I am so glad you found this site. Sue
I am so sorry for your loss. I had a grandfather die from the same thing. It was sudden and unexpected.
Attached is a magazine about Death. It is educational. Comforting, and gives us hope for the future.
I hope it helps."
My heart goes out to you, at 16 no person is prepared to loose their mom. I am 65 and I would not have thought that your mom needed to see a doctor either. You used a pharse I have used many time, "sleep it…"
"Hi Rachel Michelle, I'm really grateful to you for describing it all so well, the weird and terrible reality so many of us are living. I am going though a bit of respite in the last two weeks, though things still hit me every day to make me…"
"Thanks bluebird - I'm sorry for your hell too. I have yet to experience any "waves" of good and bad as people describe. "shitty much of the time, with waves of even worse horror sometimes" - I can understand what you mean."
I really don't know where this road of hell is leading to. Yesterday was 11 months. I'm still in a funk from last Friday. I don't know that I'm getting any answers. My heart still doesn't understand why he had to go. I still don't understand how to fucking do this. I'm so damn tired of saying it and living this heartbreak. But my words don't change a damn thing. I feel like I'm in the broken nuthouse. I'm on the roller coaster that has stalled in hell. I don't want to do this anymore. This is…See More
First of all I am so sorry for your loss. Your story sounds exactly like mine. I had to learn to accept that my husband did not want me to see him pass. I had left to get dinner and got a call that his breathing had changed. I drove back…"
"I'm sorry you've been having a particularly hard time the past week or so. That seems to be how it goes, I've noticed -- shitty much of the time, with waves of even worse horror sometimes. That's how it is for me, anyway."
"I understand what you are going through. I lost my husband about a month ago. He was estranged from his family but when he was ill I thought his family would be there for him and be supportive of me. I was so wrong to think that they…"
"I lost my husband almost a month ago. I know it can be hard to want to live after losing a spouse. I am having to find my new purpose in life without my husband. It is hard work. Sorry for your loss."
"I lost my husband recently. I spent 8 days with him in hospice center too. He was in the hospital in ICU for a month before that. I stayed with him too. I left to do run an errand for 30 minutes that needed to be done but I…"
I know what you mean when you say you feel lonely but please take some form of solace in knowing that you're not alone. i lost my mom this summer and have been struggling with my own loneliness but it's helped me to read others…"
"Oh Ammy I am so sorry to hear what you've been through. I am an 11 year breast cancer survivor. There was no way that cancer was going to take me out. I had my son to raise. He was 10 at the time. 3 years later he was diagnosed with…"
"I have not been here in what seems like a long time. Last Oct. I was diagnosed with breast cancer and with all the doctor appointments, testing and surgeries (2) I have not been online much. I finally had to have a mastectomy on…"
"sO true Michelle. My Daniel,was an only child also and I know that feeling of nothing more to come....all those things I thought I would pass on to him and to his kids are just sad reminders that no one else would care at all about any of it.