I am 32 years-old. I am married with two wonderful children. I just finished completing work for my second master's degree.
About my Loss:
I lost my mom on June 13, 2011. She had been sick for a little while, but I didn"t believe that she would pass away. I came as a shock. No I feel as if I am lost. I used to talk and text my mom several times a day. No I don't know what to do.
I look at pictures of you and your mom and family and it could be my mom and me. We were so close too. When she died in June - I was with her holding her hand telling her to go to Jesus. I will never forget the life leaving her body. My mother, my darling mother was no longer in that body I have had in my life for 55 years. We shared a birthday December 19th. I was her favorite daughter (I knew this). Some days she would drive me nuts...others days were so blessed and wonderful. I miss her every minute. My life has changed. No more mom and Sue. Every weekend we would go shopping, have lunch and go to a movie. I miss that so much. I wonder if I was the best daughter I could be? I wish I had one more day to do everything I didn't do for her. I have such a feeling of loneliness inside. It hurts physically not just mentally. I know we will be reunited but its the days until then that are hard. I have no close family except for my moms sister and her kids in Michigan. My 3 sisters are just not very giving of themselves. Very selfish. How are you doing? Sue
Welcome to our group. You will find wonderful support and unconditonal love and friendship here. I lost my wonderful mom June 26, 2011. I feel the same as you do...I still pick up the phone to call her. My heart is so empty. I feel so alone without my mommy. We were very close. I am so glad you found this site. Sue
This is for anyone who has lost somone to cancer. I lost my adopted Mom to breast cancer some years ago. She was everything I could have asked for. She loved me because I was just me. She also loved my family and children as if they were her own.See More
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"evn all loss iv had gt told 2 get ovr it its esy im upset 4 atenson or irs slf pity
i no its not
i wish we cud be alod 2 greif our own way wth outt bean told off lk skl kids its dun smthng wong
nw i try 2 cry in prvet privt so i…"
"me 2 katleen gods plan suks u can say
mums bean dognszed wth brest c 3 or 4 wks go wish im prty angy upst mad abot it u cud say
i feal lk im getn punshd by god i do iv alway trtht of othr put evry 1 st i hav
why so mush loss why so mush big c…"