Jennifer Weller
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  • Romney, WV
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About Me:
My name is Jenn, I am married and have three beautiful children. My father who suffer's from congestive heart failure and COPD lives with me and I take care of him. My family is my life, and I try hard to cling to every moment I have with them.
About my Loss:
I lost my Mother in January of this year. Her death was very unexpected even though she was sick for awhile I never anticipated this outcome. She was ill for months and could barely move out of bed. I pleaded with her to go to the doctor's but she had a fear of hospitals and Doctors and wouldn't go. It wasn't until I had to threaten her with calling social services that she finally caved in and went to the hospital, but by that time it was too late. She had the final stages of cervical cancer that had spread throught her entire Uterus giving her a belly the size of a 5 month's pregnant woman. The cancer had consumed her body. She passed away 5 day after being admitted into the hospital, even in the hospital I know she never thought she was going to Die, she told me she was going to fight it and that we were going to go wig shopping together after she started treatment. She thought she could beat it and I believed her, because my mother was always so strong. To make things worse I was nine months pregant when she died and had my baby in the same hospital she died in only 8 days after she passed. She was with me throughout my whole pregnancy, she went to every sonogram with me and she couldn't wait to meet her new grandchild, but she never got that chance. She told me she was going to have the nurses wheel her down to the nursery so she could see they baby after I had him if she was still in the hospital, but she died 8 before he came. I am having such a hard time dealing with her death, I still cry everyday, I can't afford therapy, and I feel like No one understands me or can relate to me in my family, not my husband and not even my siblings, I was Always so close to my mother, we were more like sisters, we loved to do things together and had so many of the same hobbies. I feel so lost without her.

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Jennifer replied to Robin H's discussion Lost my Partner who wasn't my partner in the group Being the Other Woman/Other Man
"Welcome to the group.  I lost my partner on February 5th this year, so it's still pretty raw for me too.  Reading through your story really touched a chord with me.  Like you, I didn't think I would ever find a group like…"
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Jennifer joined Cathy Richardson's group
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Being the Other Woman/Other Man

This is for anyone who has lost their lover to death and you were the other woman/other man in their life. We have to grieve in silence. I can't find any support groups and feel like I'm the only one going through this situationSee More
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Jennifer and William Gardener are now friends
Thursday
dream moon JO B commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!
"i miss mom so mush i do"
Apr 11
Susan E Marshall commented on Susan E Marshall's photo
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My husband

"Thanks, Rosie. (I have memory problems and forgot about this site. I'm just seeing this now. April 6th)"
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Angie Rowland joined Rita-Cecile's group
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LESBIAN ..GAY 2 SPIRITED loss and grief

Anyone who has lost their gay partner..soon finds that there may be a few things that are different...such as sorting through things and feeling like an intruder because it is also family stuff etcSee More
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Assumptions

An assumption is an unexamined belief: what is thought to be true without ever really realizing that we think in that way. For better or worse, understanding starts with entertaining the idea that something is true.  Truly profound thoughts generally come to light from the relaxation of these (flawed) assumptions.  This is where I find myself today...Perhaps, one of the more significant drivers to pushing down the loss and grief at the time of the accident, ignoring it and mindlessly walking…See More
Mar 13

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