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About my Loss:
I lost the love of my life on April 23rd to an accidental overdose. Him and I had been close friends for over 20 years since we were 15 years old. We always knew we loved each other but never made anything of it until 6 years ago once we were a little more grown up and ready to spend the rest of our lives together. We were ecstatic to be together, we knew we were made for each other, we are true soulmates through and through. Our life was just us together all the time. A few years ago he started working 2 provinces away and still even when he was gone for work, we'd spend any free moment we had on the phone together. We were best friends, he was my only true friend, he was the only one who has ever or will ever know me through and through. He died alone where he was staying for work and it breaks my heart to pieces. We bought a hobby farm and have 6 animals (2dogs,2goats,2cats). His family who doesn't live in this province turned their backs on me when I resisted their request that i sell the house and split the money between me,his brother, his sister and mother...all who never put a cent or ounce of energy into this place, let alone even come to visit us. They sent me many nasty texts to which I replied back kindly. Then they had a memorial for my husband and publicly uninvited me but invited all of his ex-girlfriends....it was pretty trashy and my husband deserved so much more...he was an amazing man and was so protective of me, he would've been so upset. The family disrupted my grief process and I sit alone on the farm with the animals crying everyday. I miss him so much, I always think about letting the animals live out their lives then suicide. I dont want to be away from him, i just need to talk to him. People call me from time to time but I dont want to talk to anyone but my husband....he was my whole world. I have never felt so alone and like no one on this planet understands me. We are only 35 years old, we were trying to have a baby, we waited our whole lives to be together. It is hard when you cant find any other young widows who lost their soulmate.

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Linda Engberg commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"Our last trip together, cruise to the Bahamas. What a great memory."
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dream moon JO B replied to dream moon JO B's discussion mad at god
"sinse goin  to spookss spirtt churchhss it seams to  get me comfott it dz i dt frs fewa; feal alonee i do not not iv sean  peplee in tears ti i do bt so omftin ido not get told how i…"
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"I had a relationship with someone for 5 years. I am married, and wasn't ready to leave my husband. So this man and I met infrequently (every month or 2) and talked a lot through text, but I felt like we had a very close bond. He finally told me…"
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This is for anyone who has lost their lover to death and you were the other woman/other man in their life. We have to grieve in silence. I can't find any support groups and feel like I'm the only one going through this situationSee More
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Trina Mamoon commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"Hi Joe, Your wife, the love of your life, is BEAUTIFUL! And it does seem like it was destiny that brought the two of you together. Beautiful story of the two of you meeting for the first time. Like Linda says, we have to be grateful that God sent us…"
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Linda Engberg commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"Hi Joe, Your wife is beautiful. We just have to so blessed for God sending us our soulmates."
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Linda Engberg commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"Hi Everyone,  Thanks for the cudos. I know every one of us is trying to cope with the loss of our Beloved Spouses. I too cannot do the things we shared and that's just about everything. Our likes were the same, so the only thing I did…"
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morgan commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"I am so grateful that each of you share what you are doing and how you are dealing with your loss at whatever stage in months or years.  In the past I never had to worry about looking for company for misery.  I wasn't miserable.…"
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Marita commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"Trina, Thanks for your encouraging words."
Mar 19
Trina Mamoon commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"Morgan, What you say here about your day sounds like my miserable daily schedule: "My schedule is pretty much go to the bedroom between 1 to 4am and most often I sleep until 11 or noon.  And if I have to get up quickly I find I end up…"
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Trina Mamoon commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"Hi Marita,  I can relate to what you are saying: the activities that Joseph and I loved to do together are now very painful to do on my own. But it seems that you have started taking baby steps in the right direction by starting to run again.…"
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Trina Mamoon commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"Linda, This is awesome! How inspiring that you run marathons to honor your beloved husband and soulmate Julian at age 65! "
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Marita commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"Linda, That is quite an accomplishment! My husband was my running partner and we did a lot of charity runs together. My last run was 2 months after he died and dedicated the run to him. Since then I have tried running alone but it was too…"
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Linda Engberg commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"Hi All, This is now I cope with the loss of MY BELOVED HUSBAND AND SOULMATE JULIAN. I run marathons in his honor, it keeps me going. I ran 26.2 miles in his memory at 65."
Mar 19
morgan commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"I am finding it so hard to keep motivated.  I have tons I need to do to keep afloat and try to honor the legacy of my husband and yet all I seem able to do is push myself, force myself.......constantly. Its the putting on the mask and…"
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